Thoughts on Family Matters

I'm 28 now. Which is weird. I feel awful. I shouldn't feel like an old man yet, should I? But I feel like everything's going down hill already. Weird. I don't know what to do or not do at this age. I'm in the process for being hired for my new job and I'm praying that I get to keep this job and stay nice and secure in it. I've earned it. I did indeed finish high school. Have no kids. Have no nothing really preventing me from getting and keeping a good stable job at all.

And I'm bored as balls all day. The thing that pisses me off the most I have to say is the way people are like fucking really crazy in this world. After the hustle and bustle of high school and you finally get out into the real world, it's bad, especially if you're black. White people are NOT worried about their survival in this world. But black people are infinitely like just the opposite,  running around in life like chickens with their heads cut off, not knowing which way is up.

The reality of this world that's been presented to me after having lived as a kid here in the rather sweet and blissful 90s period, is utterly shocking. But yeah I walk the streets and it's like 9 times out of 10 you'll see shit loads of old crazy black guys hanging out homeless and lame and smelling of shit. Never noticed that before, but that's life for most blacks in this world. If you can't stand toe to toe with the super elite smart white guys running this world, they'll leave you to rot in your own shit.

I just started noticing something about like all the old movies I watch. I never really cared about whether or not there was any malicious ill will from the kkk in this world, not much of a thought, not something I ever really thought about as a kid. Just enjoyed film, cartoons, tv shows, and of course ass and titties. But I'm noticing quite the trend. So i'm a huge power rangers fan. But it's no doubt now that there is racism in the power rangers and maybe even my personal hero JDF is not as noble as I once thought. Apparently it's some kind of expectation in the KKK to wear all white, something of a cult thing. And I'm noticing a lot of white guys in movies wearing all white clothes. Luke skywalker. Is Mark hamill in the KKK? That would really kill me if that were true, but I have to say the fact that in the original star wars, he's wearing all white, as is Carrie Fisher, kinda makes it seem like yeah he's one of them. In fact the whole star wars films basically are about anything "dark" being evil. Kinda sends the message point blank in the end...

Lotr. Is peter jackson and co. in the KKK? I'd hope not, but apparently even him. Half the Lotr movies are about white guys running away from and killing tons of big ugly black guys. That's prettymuch the whole purpose of those films is to send this message of white supremacy over the evil dark peoples. And like Gandalf becomes more powerful when he becomes Gandalf the white.

So I've been constantly watching family matters these past few months to kind of hopefully remind myself of better days. Little did I know but the KKK was making family matters. Really watch the show, it's FULL of subtle racism. Wow, but it's a fantastic show, best show on the TGIF Line Up, how is it racist. Well half the time there's constant references to fried chicken in the show. That's the reason why the cast members were dissatisfied with the show, not because of just "being bored with it." They knew that the people running the show were in the KKK.

But I loved family matters, it really is my favorite show, sadly I realize now how racist the shit is.  I mean, what was the point of creating a show about classy middle class black people? Why make a show about prettymuch my life style, if they were actually not giving a damn about blacks in any capacity whatsoever and indeed the show is being run by the kkk.

I just get a sense of the KKK's pressence a lot more now as I get older. It's interesting. you'll see if you look out for it, lots of white guys in movies wearing all white. And there's the indicator of who you're seeing, you're seeing a KKK member.

Is it even matter to be in the KKK anymore? I mean with all these gay white people in the media, do white people still believe they're better than everyone?

I don't know. White pride baby! White Power! White power to get fucked in the ass!!!