Is it worth it to have children

I kinda have some smidge of  resentment towards the condemnation as it were, of my whole potential offspring.

I think to myself, well, is it even worth it to have kids. certainly that's the idea. You HAVE TO, there's no fucking other thing to do in life. Despite all these knuckleheads running around telling everyone how to live their lives, we really fucking are not here as human beings to do anything more than procreate. And of course identify super intellectual kids and put them to work on massive big shit nasa etc. That's the hope anyway, lord knows if the system truly works or not. I hope it does. I hope that they're identifying really super smart people and putting them on shit like the next genearation of massive complex computer tech or something. I know I've been well aware all my life that there are indeed really genius people in this world and they're the ones coming up with all the shit that we have these days and are still working on the next level of technology. Makes me sad that tech tv was ultimately changed to G4 because it was a true pioneer of the new world we're embarking on these days. This new frontier yunno. To take that whole thing and side line it and focus on videogames solely just defeats the purpose. I wish they'd yunno, make a new tech tv and just bring all the cast and crew back to make more of that shit. Because it's like, I miss it so much. Seeing all the guys hanging out. I took it for granted I have to say, the fact that there were a group of nerds hanging out talking technology and I was just a teen enjoying the rather blissful world of tech which was presented. No black people on tech tv though. besides laura swhisher to fill the black quota. I realize now that all that stuff that nerdy shit is primarily being done by bunch of smart ass white people, not many blacks in the tech field.

It's just that's the joke of this world. It's like, yeah we had urkel back in my childhood but the reality is that like there's a majority white presence in the big elite corporate tech world.  In fact they run the ship. Now that i"m older I see it clearly as fuck, I'm basically surrounded by very very smart white people running this world. Not a happy thought.

So I've been told that one day My black ass will get laid with some fucking girl. And My black kids will hate me and say I'm a bad father and shit...

I don't know... I kinda think to myself  that's fine as long as i have my mouth full of titties, that's fine. Go hate me or whatever. I just want to get a piece fucking ass for once!!

I'm not asking for goddamn pot of gold here, or a mansion, or some shit. I'm just a normal dude trying to get sum pussay...

Is that remarkable? Ultimately I think to myself, having kids ain't a good idea anyway. Really when you think about it, what's the point? This trucking planet fucked.  Yunno... this fucking thing rock floating in space, we have the smartest people in the world figuring out how we can get the fuck off it before it explodes!!!

That's what's going on. We're not hoping to stick around on earth forever. Not at all... We're thinking about yeah we want to have kids, we want to fuck, we want to fuck girls in their ass, mouth, pussy,, make them happy. But having kids isn't actually going to pan out very far. Ultimately we are actally struggling with how to leave earth and find a new home.

And that sucks. I like this planet. I really do. I look around earth every day and say to myself this world is beautiful. It's glorious fucking planet. It's the best planet in this fucking universe. IMO. Maybe you like jupiter, maybe you like venus. But earth can't be beat. It's something else. It's something else. First of all it's just a good looking planet, the color blue is grand. Then of course it's abit green, little bit of white to help make it nice. It's a cool planet, man...  And hell, we're searching for another earth, but all the planets we've found that are kinda like earth are just maybe too blue, or a little too red. Nothing like Earth, man. It's perfect.

So back to the question. I've had several jobs in the last few years. And what can I say about my experience as a young black male trying to survive in a white man's fucking world. I get the sense that the guys at work who have kids, hate my guts because I'm not as burdened as them. They have to fucking listen to and worry about their kids. I'm just a young punk guy with no responsibility at all and I obviously am overqualified for most of the jobs I get. So immediately they start shitting on me when I'm at work because they know I don't need to work there. I'm a free spirit. I can fucking do anything, just get my degree or whatever and I can make maybe pull down 100,000 dollar a year salary if I get some kind of education or something....

That's something you'll discover about the work world. Is that the people who are stuck in that job for the rest of their lives, will HATE you. They CAN'T leave. You can. They cannot... That's their life, they will die in the street without that job. But you, young, sky is the limit. So it's goign to be rough when you get a job for the first time, you'll be working with people who have nothing else in the universe but that fucking job.

Life is a one way street, something most people don't realize until it is too late. Yunno. Maybe you fucked around as a young kid and didn't care and didn't exercise your mind in any way and then you wake up and you're fucking in your 50s and taking on the real world, and failing miserably at it...