to correct or not to correct

Here I am, I'm doing good in life I think. Lordy Lord, does life suck after high school or what. Gotta say, going toe to toe with the psychos in this world is tougher than expected. Going on the train to work and seeing piss stained fucked up people all the time is never fun. Something's got to be done with those guys, either fucking kill them or put them in a hospital or some shit.

I'm not interested in seeing that when I get off work, goddamit.

Well, in case anyone's wondering, been applying to tons of jobs as is always my MO these days. I have a job, a good job. I really like working as a baggage handler at LGA airport. I'm good at it, I'm working on aircraft, and I'm in good standing with the company, there's potential to stick with this place for a good long while. Maybe it's wiser NOT to go biting off more than I can chew, but this new job offer is TEMPTING AS FUCK.

42,000 dollars a year bitch... But it's a serious real hardcore job. But damn imagine getting in there and having ass loads of cash in my pocket and not worrying about how I'm going to survive and live. Imagine it...

Problem is that the responsibility is through the roof. I've already worked in a hospital mental ward for a few weeks and saw shit that I didn't want to see ever in my life. I've handled a dead body. I've seen crazy fucks in that place. Now this job is similar and will indeed put me in a position to get fucking killed by a psychopath son of a bitch guy or some shit.

I want to at least get laid before getting killed off, that's all. I mean at LGA I saw a girl I used to work with at TSA all pumped up and pregnant, I'm like DAMN SON... WTF... shit happens fast as fuck. That could be my kid in that ass of hers.

She's all shy and shit, how's she going to squeeze out a kid, Yunno, I don't even want to know... But she's got a fat muscular ass, so I'm sure she'll push that mother out no problem...

Nah, not going to go after this new job and that's final. I have the opportunity but I've already quit Swissport once to go after Delta job. To just constantly quit like this won't look good and most likely they'll blacklist me from employment in the future, or not. They really are bottom barrel place, massive turn over rate, so really I can probably always get back into that fucking job...