Monday, February 27, 2017

What to do next...

Not really sure. Always had no clue what I was doing in life, certainly sure as hell don't have an idea now...

Whatever comes let it come. I mean I don't believe in knowing all like some people.

Gonna try to get out of this lease for this apartment. I can only guess that they waited for me to get an apartment with a lease to hit me with a firing so I'd be super boned and have to struggle with debt. There is a maliciousness, an evil to the act of firing me that seems planned and strategized. It does make me want to seek revenge. I won't lie. I'm only human. I KNOW where these people will be every day. I could show up, kill all of them, then spend the rest of my life in a comfortable jail cell getting free food and shelter.

But I'm not gonna do that. First of all, I'm not that kind of person no matter what the KKK wants to make black people out to be. I've always been a good person, sorry to disappoint you. I know...

Second, they're already in prison now that I think about it. None of those bastards can leave their shitty job and just live their lives. It's a sad pathetic fate to be landed. Yes they're getting paid, but the dollars are chains they can't break. They're stuck. One thing I noted was how sad some of them seemed working there, showing up for this boring dull job every single day out of desperation to survive. Not because they wanted to be there. Maybe I'm better off spared that fate.

I did like the pay check tho...

Kinda want to try living my life without a job, see how that would work. It'd be damn difficult, and people with shit jobs will hate your guts for going without, but I don't like jobs, can't say I'm a fan of that shit.

If a job isn't slavery, then why is it the exact same situation. Forced servitude. Shouldn't there be an alternative to working to differentiate it from slavery? Apparently not. The wage slave thing is truth.

There is no out. You will merely die off if you don't leech off a job.

I'll be finishing my static shock movie next, then get back into my comic art that I was planning to do while at work. I'd spend the time I had before we had to do a flight drawing and sketching ideas, then we'd get to work. But since I got all day, might as well dedicate my self to my comic art full force. Learn another language too while I'm at it.

So much can be accomplished when you don't have school or work getting in the way, such a shame society has yet to learn that.

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