Everything is politics

Interesting quote from some guy in the airforce. What can I say about the Airforce, I still love the branch, all things considered since I've been having shit for luck in terms of finding a job, might just sign back up for them. But yeah if you're not in it for popping a dude's head off, get the fuck out, and I respect that.

It's just I believe you have to have something to want to protect in order to truly dedicate yourself to that kind of level of serious shit... And I've never fucking gotten a taste of a girl's fucking butt hole or anything yet... still jacking away to porn all day like I did in high school...

Which is yunno not a bad thing for me to do. I put up some hot as hell white girl on my screen and go for broke, let the juices flow... fun fun fun...

Been searching for a job night and day. Only thing I can hope for is truly getting back into fucking TSA. I'm in the running for that job. Just got to wait a couple of months, hell maybe a whole fucking year and we'll get the whole thing going there... Shit, didn't know they'd be on a hiring spree this holiday season. I'm hoping because the christmas season is upon us, that they look to hiring real quick because the volume of baggage is going to be through the goddamn roof no doubt. I've learned a hard lesson and that's even though you HATE your job, hate your boss, DON'T FUCKING QUIT. I bailed like a moron on a job niggas on the street homeless would die to have. I said FUCK YOU to a easy, high paying cushy job like an idiot. Who am I that I should feel like I'm above TSA? I'm nothing, a guy who grew up watching cartoons and watching porn all damn day, TSA is where I belong. Everybody working there is just as much of a nerdy loser as me, why did I leave?

Stupidity is the only reason.

But live and learn yunno, ya go along and make dumbass errors in life and that's how it works, you fail and then figure out how to not fail so fucking much isn't it?

So everything is politics. Just thinking about politics right now, something I never really thought about nor cared about, but was just going to these job interviews and like never really noticed how many fucking like homelss black guys are just lounging out in the subway all day but there they are. My own race of people looking like piles of garbage in the street...

It must be hard to be a sexually mature white person surrounded by this glutton of dark nappy headed race of people hanging around being useless.

Truth be told that's politics for you, how indeed can black people be molded into something more pleasant to the eye and the senses. Something I'm starting to get a understanding of is that yeah white people are trying to figure out the biggest question of all, how the hell  can they turn black people into quality civilized people instead of homeless bags of shit.

I never see black people like me homeless, only straight jet black super 300% nigga black people on the street looking like they failed in every way possible in life. Boy oh boy am I lucky some white person decided to turn black, or I'd be totally fucked. I mean not true, my cousin is truly black as it gets and he's doing fine in this world, working a job, making some kind of bread, but yeah it's not a world that gives two shits about really black people...

I honestly don't know what kind of world this is. Supposedly there are people in this world who have brains above and beyond what is humanly necessary and give us all amazing things as a result of their freakish intellect.

So I should be feeling like I have to worry about humanity suddenly failing or going to shit, because No, we have very super genius people working at these corporations who are coming up with amazing things, there's nothing to worry about.

I actually met one of them, and they're real. That stuff those people with super high intellects can do, is amazing, seriously... They lack common sense though. The thing that they do is try to figure out the complex physics of a fucking door swinging open before they open the door, that kind of shit. That girl I was working with at delta is dangerous as fuck to work with because she'll never act on instinct, she always tries to create logic behind her actions since that's what she was taught at college, but I come from this place called reality where you have to make gut decisions, lord knows how people who have to quantify everything get through the day... i wish I knew that shit...