I gotta say didn't see this coming. That when I personally got to my teen years and beyond, I'd become this outside element of the white world. I had no clue I'd end up on this outskirt of the white world, basically looking at these immaculate clean, beautiful white people without having a chance in fuck of getting some of that ass of theirs.
No wonder they try to keep black people down and out of the way. I never understood why until now. Because blacks are like zombies and shit basically. If a black dude gets his dick in a white girl then BOOM, her chances in life are nullified, to shit.
But I'm not really black. I'm part irish. Always have felt different than ordinary black people. It's a strange life to live I can tell you, feeling like you only "somewhat" belong to the majority white world. Ultimately at times when my black features came through too much, I felt excluded, but on the other hand, I never felt as I grew up that I was truly a black person. I felt like I was some kind of other thing than black and truth be told a lot of people still look at me that way, as this OTHER thing, not a black person, just some kind of alien being or some shit.
I do indeed look really strange. I'm a combination of races and it's become quite a fascinating thing to see how my body changes as I age.
I mean I look at white girls and feel a sense of familiarity with them for some reason as if I guess my white genetics want to go back home to some extent.
I never really FUCKING LOOKED at white women before in a sexual way, never really took the time to sit and just look at a white girl, but FUCK ME IN THE ASS, are they bright as FUCK. I mean yeah it's all good that they rule the world and shit, but DAMN, they're like a fucking light bulb of people!!
I never noticed how fucking albino as FUCK some white girls look. No wonder the tanning industry is so profitable.
So what does it really fucking MEAN to be mulatto. Nothing really. I mean I've met mulatto negros who are blacker than the blackest person alive. I've met black kids who are nerdy dorks. So there's no saying that your skin tone suddenly = classy. Not by any stretch... But yeah being lighter will grant you quite an advantage in this world after your childhood years are done.
People typically assume I'm hispanic because I'm not straight out of africa looking black dude, which has been beneficial in the sense that nobody really has any ill will towards hispanics in this world. There's no real hatred towards spanish people, they're cool. It's blacks who get shitted on the most.
I mean there's no arguing it. Yeah you can have a debate till you're blue in the face that people should ignore race and just look at your character like King said, but that shit is bullshit and we all know it. The lighter you are, the better off you'll be in this goddamn world.
I mean look at the media. Ain't no fucking dark negro people working as news anchors and shit. Gotta be a fucking mulatto or some shit to get that gig.
I mean look at the homeless dudes in the subway, all of them for the most part black guys. I can imagine they have nothing and no one wants to give a shit about them.
I personally don't give a shit about them myself. I've been bullied and shitted on by black kids, I think to myself GOOD, they got what they deserved, scrounging around for bottles to sell at the recycling machine, GOOD.
It's not bad at all being white, you can go do ANYTHING you want in this world, there's nobody going to stand in your way. NOBODY.
Boy oh Boy if you're born white are you going to have a blast in this world.
Not fucking me. I've had a rough and tumble hell hole of a life living amongst the black race. It's like living with barbarians. Or Saiyans. indeed black people are like an entire race of wild animals.
I don't want to say we should bring back segragation, we're way beyond that, we all know race don't really matter, but it's a numbers game. The majority of black people are fucking retarded, how can one or two good smart black people make up for the glutton of douche bags, not going to happen.
Everything is numbers and percentages when you get down to it really. I mean just white people know that generation after generation of blacks are going to go down the tubes and one or two will actually succeed and accend to a higher level and potentially actually get a good career. Or not. I don't know how deep the KKK's movement goes. I really don't. I'm guessing that ultimately they only give a damn about how useful a black person can be in terms of what kind of work he can do, whether it's medical, technical, anything intelligent. Then they won't shit on you that much. But if you're a complete retard as a black guy, then goodbye...
I mean look at the tyler perry movies. I gotta say that whole act he's putting on is getting ridiculous and totally pantomimish. Really how the hell does he think he's making any advancement for blacks with that shit in the least? I know he's a super smart guy, he's not where he is because it was handed to him, but the whole Madea thing is first of all shitty comedy, second of all, racist as fuck. But I guess that's the idea, put out this blatantly racist shit in the media in the modern era for the hell of it?
who gives a damn right?
Same shit went on back when I was a kid. I loved family matters, quality show. Fuck me, is that show blatantly racist. Of course, very very smart white people created that show put it on air. Of course it's full of racism.
Hell of a world this is. So basically if you're born black you're immediately beneath whites and everybody else, that's how it works.
I mean it's pretty darn set in stone, even a flaming faggot white guy is above blacks isn't it...
They don't care. It's like either you're going to make the most out being white or you're not, really...
I mean I got to say it is annoying as hell to have black guys looking like shit trying to piss on me because they KNOW for damn sure they can't piss on a white guy, he'll pull out his gun and fucking shoot his dumb ass, where as they know they can shit on me because I can't just laugh it off and go back to my mansion in the hamptons like some white guy...
It's the worst. I'm at work at Delta and some really fucking black guy is just having a field day taking shots at me all day. He's so tough and badass, oh yeah, if I was white he wouldn't dare, I know that for sure. That's what I LOVE about black people. They have the balls of a goddamn rhino when it comes to starting shit with other black people, but when they come across a white guy, "oh yessa any thing you want sir!"
Really if you're white and you don't love the fact that you can basically laugh your ass off at black people, you got problems.
Oh my God, being white is great. So fucking great. No wonder Jackson goddamn dipped himself in white paint or some shit.
All you white girls out there thinking about turning black are IDIOTS.
Do NOT turn black. It will be BAD. You have the advantage, strategically in this world to have instantaneous money, access to levels of life style that no other race will ever know about, and you're going to turn black and ruin that for yourself? WOW. You are dumb!!!
Being black SUCKS. It just plain SUCKS. Being white is AWESOME! So fucking AWESOME.
I envy every day of my life white people and the life style they must live. Never worrying about people hating them or feeling like an outcast in society. Can't beat that...
One thing I have to say offends me deeply is a white guy even beginning to claim that he knows a damn thing about what it's like to be black. Yunno. The world I come from, the horrors I've seen, the people I've met, the shit that goes on in black schools, you don't know a damn thing about TOUGH.
Yunno. At the end of the day. Black people are TOUGHER than white people. I have to say that. I'm not trying to start a race war, but the sheer fact is that blacks grow up in HELL. White people do not.
Look at me, look at what I can do. All of this is because I grew up in hell...
Every single day having to dodge shit from other black kids, EVERY DAY. Sure you can make a movie like harry potter and make it seem like that white kid getting pissed on by his older brother has it so hard, but imagine being a black kid. IMAGINE THAT SHIT. Oh hell no cry me a river harry potter, you don't know what tough is!
I've been mugged. I've been beat up in school, bullied, teased, been through EVERYTHING that goes on in the rough and tumble black schools in this world. Still have the scars my friend...
On top of that I've sat down and been shitted on by white people in the miltary who hate my guts because I exist because some black dude pumped his dick into a white chick so that he could escape being black...
So yeah black people are TOUGHER than white people. Don't even begin to argue with me on that fucking point. Not making the claim that they're "smarter" no... but as far as having a thicker hide over their life spans, blacks are above and beyond in that measure.
LOL life is crazy man. I just honestly want to just NOT have to live my life feeling like a black guy. Yunno. Wouldn't mind it if nobody brought it up. Just ignore it...
Yunno. That's all I want. Don't mention it. Don't point it out... But it just won't happen. Every day is going to be a day where I have to feel black and feel beneath everybody.
DAS SUM BULLSHIT
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