Thoughts on black life

I mean I'm a dude who's really not like concerned with race honestly. never have been. I'm into pussy and titties prettymuch, not interested in anything other than that.

I mean damn, all the goddamn beautiful white girl ass in this world, good lord.

But now I really am waking up to the reality of this world, and boy do I wish I was fucking white, boy oh boy. Imagine it you're a sexually mature black male and in a room full of white people, white kids, things are not going to end well, and indeed that's how I feel when I look at the white world from the outside in, I'm looking at a world I do not belong to in any way whatsoever...

In fact, they look at me as this monster, freak, something foreign...

I guess that's why they had us read frankenstein in college, hilarious...

I wish I knew what to do about it, and indeed it's why so many black people get nose jobs and shit to appear more white so as to not freak out white people.

I mean that's what michael jackson did in the end. He knew he wasn't going to sell his black ass to white people unless he looked more pleasant to the eye.

Goddamn, never once thought I'd get older in life and have to live with fear of being persecuted for being a black dude. Not once did I think that as a kid. I figured I'd maybe be cool in this fucking world, but no. Like if I'm at work and I'm working with white people, there's going to be racial tension immediately. Sucks. Especially if you're working with a white girl. Then it's like, she's' going to be thinking all I want to do is fuck her ass. Which is true. I do want to fuck her ass.

Ain't going to lie. Can't fucking be a virgin forever, just stupid. Even a black dude got to get laid ONCE. Shit...

But yeah shit is crazy in this world beyond reason. I mean I never thought about what it would mean to be a black dude walking around and being amongst white people but I was way off in my estimations. It truly isn't going to happen, not today, not yesterday, and not tomorrow, are blacks going to be able to just freely walk around in a white neighborhood and nobody will bat an eye. No way under the blue sky. Yeah urkel was an interesting attempt at changing black perception in the public eye, but reality don't work like an episode of family matters.

 I don't know what to do about life anymore... really am lost. I remember just being a geeky teenager watching Morgan Webb's big beautiful tits on Xplay and tolerating Adam Sessler's Faggy ass.

Why shit got to change?

Why I got to be this black guy struggling to dodge punches from angry white folk all the time?

That's some bullshit...