Editing

Like ripping off a bandaid it is...

Let me tell ya. Was struggling to edit and yunno it's not that this scene is hard. Nailing the flow and feel of the forest battle was a mountain to climb but I knew how it was supposed to work and that guided me as I struggled to fit the pieces to the puzzle. Came out pretty good. Needs to be tightened up but whatever.

Now I'm battling with a new beast and that's the bit before we get to the good stuff of static getting his bearings and developing his super hero stuff and damn... didn't see how tough it would be. I'm driven to get it done, sure, but it's not as simple as I hoped it was gonna be. Like I want to add things and I don't know if I shot the stuff or not for it, sadly my idiotic idea to just not organize my files has lead to this lack of knowing what I got...

And I cut my hair so even if I wanted to reshoot the scene I couldn't, heh...

But this is my job now I guess. I mean this is all I do, all I have and I'm struggling with it as if it were a crappy job like so many out there...

If I had to do something with my time I'd rather it be this film and editing, yeah. When I think about it, nothing better in the world than crafting a decent movie.

Just such a pain. Yeesh. I'm losing my mind right now worrying about whether this is going to work since I've never editing something this big before...

It'll be ok. Just keep plugging away at it.. that'll be enough.

When it's all over then what... not a damn clue.... just lost on that one.... kinda have nothing left but my movie don't I...