Hardly working

My preferred way to operate honestly...

Internet is just a busy world isn't, always stuff going on. I can see why people take vacations from it. It's just too much info, too fast, too crazy. It's like being in a mental hospital, which I've been to once back in the good ol days.... interesting time. Well, when you do go to a mental ward, every day is a mystery and you never know when the hell it's all going to go to shit and you get surprised by something new or bad or whatever. It's like being back in that situation, the web. I mean, every single day there's a new doomsday end of the world hyperbolic thing to bitch about to the world online...

Just chill. It's bad in the world, I know, but don't blast that news every day.... every... day...

You ain't going to change nuthin.

Which is why I like watching Jim Lee's art streams and stuff. Just a pro peacefully working on a page or something while giving advice to other artists. It's actually what the internet could be, a mini-pocket university where pros work and collaborate on projects and give tips... what a concept.

Not this whirlwind of BS horrible news about what's happening in the dark parts of the world as is the norm.

I'm not saying I want to live in a bubble or safe space, but I don't want to live in hell either constantly. Balance, that's the key.

Working on my own project and it's a goddamn beast to figure out how to do something I thought would be easy as pie, but it's tougher than I hoped it'd be. Falling through the sky with cloud rushing by. It's very very tough to get it right, but I'm not going to give up on it... just stressed out by the constant failures to get the shot to look ok...