more progress

Got passed the tsa nonsense...

back to work, people...

got one left, need a break then we do it...

 doneeee

Progresss on Lando

Toldya I was rusty. I forgot how to draw hands, speedily anyway, I know how to draw the shit, but not the shortcuts, babbling sorry... Yeah, I guess you got to practice drawing if you want to stay good at it.

Will finish this and get started on the next two tonight after my bullshit drug screening for TSA.

Ghostbusters 2016 vs Ghostbusters 2

I wish more people did this comparison. I think it's apt.

A lot of vitriol being poured on the new movie. I think a kid will dig it, as I loved a lot of shit as a kid. Being a Kid opens that door to liking utter nonsense no matter how foul.

So yeah, I was thinking about it. GB2 is a shitty movie. Why is the new movie any worse than that garbage?

It isn't...

Sadly it's not "better" than GB2 either. It's just about the same damn movie prettymuch. Some asshole is stirring up evil, yanoosh, the new guy rowan, people have pointed out that they're the same exact villain. They are...

Ghosts get released and the GBs get together to take them down in a fashion that demands they shoot into a central location with their proton packs and such. Same shit different movie.

I can't say I'll watch the new GB over GB2, but a part of me deep down in my anus does kinda like the more fresh modern aspect to the GB than the complete rehash of a film that is GB 2. Such a waste that movie is, but nobody called anyone out on it. Actually yeah, Murray himself loathes the movie, my bad.

Well, that's all I was thinking about tonight. Why I wish GB was done much better than it has today. How they could have dropped the ball the way they did, or even why they did... It's just such a waste the whole thing. Like I said, nobody going to watch home alone 3 over the classic home alone, but when you think about it. Home Alone 3 is a lot better than home alone 2. Same shit different decade can you believe it?

Interesting times

For the first time I can actually say I'm looking forward to life, to getting up and going towards tomorrow rather than the norm of dreading it.

I'm moderately wealthy now. I wonder to myself if I deserve this... I did bust my ass in school. I have no idea in hell what a woman's body feels like at all.

I guess I'm one of those guys who does deserve to win in life rather than struggle.

TSA is win. Yes, it's quite the bottom of the world job and no one should seek it as a long term career, but you get paid too much for doing too little that's the simple truth about it.

If I have to go towards my fucking grave, I'll tell you this, I'd rather do it on top of a pile of cash.

I wonder to myself if I should feel like I've achieved better than the guys working at Delta. Yunno, I don't look down on them. They're good guys, just trying to get those planes moving and doing their jobs well because they want to see the world and fly.

But one of the assholes I met working there trying to huff and puff and make himself look like he's equivalent to the pilot himself because he's got Leet skills at luggage stacking. Not only was that laughable beyond measure, but it was so bizarre to have him in my face that day trying to belittle me, it was just mind fucking stuff. You area  loser in every definition of the word. Don't try to show pride i achieving the level of master luggage stacker.

Just fucking don't bro.

I'll never peg myself as a racist, but yeah it's not gonna work even to a guy like me, someone who's blacker than midnight trying to bring me down. Just give up on that. I'm not better than you because I'm part white, but get your head out of your ass and wake up. This is not a black man's world.

I'm just saying I'm excited... I can use TSA as a spring board to getting my pilots license, college degree, a lot of doors open because of that job. And I didn't think I'd get back in, fuck yeah, I'm happy as all hell that my life is going up and towards the sun.

Sad to see kids with cancer on facebook, but it's an eye opener. I always knew there were bad shit in this world, but that's depressing beyond hell. I never knew about that side of life and I've been blinded to it for too long. If I do get cast as Lando, I'll donate a lot of money towards this one girl who's fighting for her life and needs her medical bills paid. I'm not a hero, but I do want to help because that's just who I've always been, that guy who gives a damn.

Future of the automobile

So it's becoming more and more prominent a thing, the whole driverless car thing.

I was just thinking about it, it'd work. It'd really work, As far as high ways or more open roads are concerned. If indeed it was mandated that you had to have your car on autopilot on long stretches of road, maybe there'd be no more crashing since human error would be eliminated.

It's worth a test. Give it 3 years of intense testing. See if it'll work long term and put it into action eventually.

Driving for me on the high way is easy except for the human factor. You will have some retards driving on there who don't care and will cut you off, bullshit around going too fast or something. So even if they did have it be computer controlled cars, you'd still get assholes on the road being assholes. Wouldn't change that.

I've gotten hit from behind, imagine if the auto breaks thing was mandated already, that wouldn't have happened.

They're working on getting automatic brakes mandated for all vehicles. That if your car senses that it'll hit something, it slams the brakes automatically. I mean, it was just the way it was, I was on the bridge doing my thing going to work. This shit fuck hits me hard, fucks up his car. If auto brakes was implemented wouldn't have happened.

Just an idea I had. I mean, all these goddamn car accidents can definitely be avoided if more cars were computer controlled if not all cars on the big high ways. Of course what you'll get is 90% of the people putting their cars on autopilot, then the too cool for school gang trying to bob and weave through traffic so they can get ahead of the rest of the pack...

There's no easy answer to this. But at least the auto breaks thing should be put into play definitely... That would make cars far safer to have on the streets.

will facebook last forever?

I don't know, myspace was where it was at, son. I never got into it, but that's what young people were doing back in the day, myspace.

Facebook's the current iteration of that.

All well and good, but I'm not betting on it becoming more than what it is. Google is in fact working on their own facebook so that facebook doesn't monopolize the online social media scene.

Hell, the internet always has been a social media or basically a "forum" all these years. It's just that now you can see celebs using it and being associated with it rather than my own experiences all these years of just posting to message boards and not showing my true face. Do you really want to see some frumpy looking 14 year old at a message board for star wars?

I like the new internet age we're in though. It's different but then again, no it isn't. We just had things harder. If you wanted to broadcast a show on tech, you had to go through tech tv, get a degree in journalism, get cast as a host, work on a show.

Amazing that I'm here and still watching Chris Pirillo to this day. Never wanted to get into his awkward as hell head, but here I stand, getting to know the guy way too damn much.

People mad as fuck serious about the internet these days sad to say. I posted to tons of forums back in high school. No one took it serious as hell. But sadly people are living their whole life online now. You piss off the wrong group of people, they'll wish you death through the internet. I laugh it off to myself because I don't give a shit about what someone says about me online, but it's getting to the point where someone's fitting to call the cops on you and indeed the cops have showed up at people's houses for what they've been doing or saying online... I can understand if you post a live video of you beating a kid or some murder online, the cops will show up. But damn, I mean, I've done a lot of weird stupid stuff online back in high school, downloaded tons of porn, watched tons of illegal cartoons, movies etc. No cops got involved.

You even tweet something off balance, it'll be on CNN the next day. That's a trip for me I gotta say. I mean, I just said whatever I wanted all day online back in the good ol days of the star wars prequels. You never saw anything anybody posted on the internet show up on CNN. It's the internet, not the real world. No one cares. You can see a girl getting slammed in her ass on here, see a lot of weird things. None of that makes it to CNN. But yeah, some stupid asshole celeb tweets some stupid asshole thing suddenly it's on CNN the next day. That's just stupid as fuck . CNN's lost its credibility with these tweet news stories. That's bottom of the barrel. War, death, starving children, massacres, not as important as Kim Kardashian new shoes!!!

Only good that's come of this stuff is that I can kinda have my selfish desire to keep abreast of Sessler and Webb through twitter. They're my family. I think they know they've beloved by a lot of losers in this world. Never want them to stop being a part of my life. Pirillo too. Hell Laporte as well.

Just even got back with Victoria Recano from the old ZDTV days, man. It's like I'm home now, don't feel so lost anymore. You get older right, then you feel like something's missing, something's wrong with life... I figured it out, Tech TV's been gone too damn long. I missed that shit more than I thought I would.

Surprisingly, but not really surprisingly, they're all still hanging out on twitter basically. All the Tech TV guys. Too bad they don't have shows anymore. That's really the pits. I mean it would be better to watch them and have them on tv than all this garbage we have now. All I got to say...

Gonna get in shape to play lando

To my pleasant surprise, I got paid my last paycheck from the post office. I'm gonna buy a more elite level art kit then since I got it like that now.

Yes, I am reading and watching the accounts of a lot of comic artists and industry pros. I'm intrigued by what you guys are doing, how you got to where you are. I've always intended to become a comic book artist, interesting to see how and what struggles you all went through to finally reach that plateau.

I'm going to do 3 pieces based on my casting as Lando. My cousin has actually shown interest in me playing Lando. You must realize my cousin is an Ivy League graduate, he's got a lot of power and responsibility and connections in the upper crust...

It is intimidating as all hell I must express. I sense it within me, the fear of performing on camera. Being laughed out of the theater for a shitty performance. I don't want to have Disney put their faith in me only for it to be for nothing...

So I'm going to do what I've wanted to do and get my fat ass in shape. Even if I don't get the part, at least I'll have slimmed down.