Black Film Making matters

At least that does. Won't get me running around the street part of the black lives matter hoopla going on... been mugged, beaten, teased, bullied by black folk all my life. No, sad to say, no, black lives don't matter that much to me considering my experience.

Only thing important is my life, my life matters.

Cuz I'm making this movie.

It's just as I said, when you make this shit, you hate it, you curse it, you want to quit, then that eureka moment happens and you discover brilliance and pursue it tenaciously.

I've gotten some really stellar ideas going as I craft these scenes for the opening of the film. Don't want to spoil it though I'm tempted...

Getting out of the house and into the neighborhood around here is no good to do.... cops were never this prevalent around here. I guess it's an attempt to scare off the hood rats. Like that'll work. I mean, sure they can't just do nothing, they have to protect the stores and the subway system from the gangs and thieves roaming the bronx, sure, but I grew up here. There were no cops there all my childhood. Barely saw them. What the hell is different now. And no, if those guys want to steal something badly enough they'll fucking find a way. No cop presence is going to deter them. Seems like a weird pointless gesture to throw cops all over the streets for no reason. Only thing it's going to do is escalate matters in my opinion. One of these cops is going to get pissed off and knock some dumbass black kid's teeth out at some point cuz he's got a stick up his ass that day for getting the shit assignment. Just saying, I know this town. Rowdy black kids live here, do what they do, having a cop up those guy's asses isn't going to make things better at all. Some times you have to decide when to let things play out in my opinion...

Anyway, exhausted. What a crazy game, boy, life... We'll see how this goddamn movie thing works out....

so someone tried to run me over with their car tonight

Yunno, I should be dead... Dude literally didn't give a flying fuck, hit my scooter with his car then kept blazing his trail like he had somewhere to be at midnight on a fucking monday...

What the holy fuck was that about...

Second time too. Probably was the same asshole. I remember riding down the side of the road trying to avoid the traffic and one of the cars was trying to edge me off the road and honked at me.

Now this is far worse and legit if I didn't jump out the way he would have creamed my ass and gone to jail for murder... I can only hope. Maybe he'd get away. Maybe he wouldn't have given a fuck and gone on with his life... I don't know. He didn't stop. He smashed my scooter up and just kept flying away in his car. Couldn't get a good look at the plate and of course was too dazed to think straight afterwards.

People are shit in this world, aren't they... I mean, damn. Would you really have no soul enough to just slam a guy trying to get home from work like that?

Honestly yeah, considering all the shit Isis is pulling and that vid of that guy killing an innocent old man. All the stabbings going on and such. I shouldn't be surprised by such behavior. It's just out of the clear blue sky... surprise surprise, a jackass wants to fuck around today.

Makes me realize I am indeed mortal... If I want to get static shock finished, get it finished. I could be gone tomorrow and it'll be over for sure... did. not. expect. to be sitting here contemplating whether I'd still freakin be breathing this very moment...

Indeed. Filming will be expedited... I will get it done faster now.

As for the current events.... I mean I'll be honest. I think about it, is it wrong for Lord and Miller to have wanted to deviate from the script. Han Solo's best most memorable line was never written by kasdan. Ford just goes on tangents at times and it works... I have to also say, the PT was exactly as written on the page, no one dared question God himself, Lucas. So we got Yipee and goddamn Noooooooooooo! Did that work? Although Kasdan would never be as shitty at writing as Lucas, sigh, I don't know. Whatever was happening on that set was some dark shit, some bad bad bad karma between the duo and the studio. All I'll say is that I don't have a problem with them improving, that's the least of my worries. Apparently the thing that really pushed them to get canned was their choices in regards to Han and maybe Lando's characterizations. Alden wasn't acting like Han, needed to be coached etc. I can definitely imagine Glover bombing and looking just terrible as Lando... If they couldn't get Han right, pfft, fuck... lando forget that shit...

Word on the street is that they're going to back to the future this movie for real. Re-cast, reshoot shit loads of the film. It's unprecedented, but maybe they'll do it if indeed they want to kinda remove most if not all of Lord and Miller's choices for the film now. Thing is, bttf was shooting for under a month before they finally got Fox to do it. This has been shooting for 6 months... Nearly done.... there's no plans so far to re-cast, Han and Lando as far as we know... but the new news story says that what footage they have actually sucks. So they will probably reconsider completely reshooting EVERYTHING.

Jesus Christ.... We shall see... we... shall see....

Further thawts on the Han Solo Movie Debacle

I think about it often now, why after all the good vibes and cheerful pre-movie stuff did it all fall apart.

Reports are that it was just stubbornness. Lord and Miller didn't budge on their intentions to do things their way when ordered to stick to the script.

I'm going to wildly guess, they gave Lucasfilm a giant middle finger and said if you don't like it, we're gonna walk and your movie is boned.

I don't want to think Kennedy is that ruthless, but MAYBE, maybe she let them work for months and decided to drop the bomb on them NOW to dig the knife in deeper.

So tragic... I actually predicted all this shit. Did I not cite back to the future?

Who is Ron Howard and why does he deserve to make this movie? He does have a much greater more intimate history with Lucas and Ford than the Lord and Miller can EVER begin to dream of, that will benefit the film, yes.

So yeah, this movie will be as if Lucas himself was directing it, take that any way you want. Ron practically is like Lucas' son. That's what we're getting now, it's s if Lucas' freakin offspring was making a star wars movie.

That's an exciting premise... However, Ron Howard doesn't have an ounce of flare to his directing. It's straight down the middle, bland, unexciting, normal stuff.

What I wanted from Lord and Miller was their shoot from the hip directing style, the way they would amp it up for visual flare now and then. They know how to work a camera for maximum visual power... We will not get that from Ron Howard...

But he may surprise us. This is a man who was there, working with Lucas himself. Got into directing because of Lucas most likely, we'll goddamn see. I beg him to actually grow a pair of fucking balls and do something new and exciting with this shit. Don't Ron Howard this movie...

SOLO a Ron Howard Film...

That's that, it is confirmed in stone, Ron Howard will finish the Solo movie.

I love Apollo 13, other than that, he's the definition of serviceable and decent director. The term is "workman." Will this be a good or bad thing for the movie. Shit on grits, my friends. Poor bastard has to some how cobble together a movie in time for its release date and has to do it with a bunch of people who will curse through their teeth for having to work with him instead of the original guys, of course this will not end very well. The actors may sabotage the film in protest, who knows...

I'll grab the popcorn and sit back and watch the show, then say hello to pirate bay in the end LAAWL... not going to waste my time seeing it after all the floppy doopy poop it's been through...

Lord and Miller have been fired from the Han Solo movie.

Damn...

What did they do... I feel sorry for them yes. I'm not that evil. But they get no tears from me. You cast the movie wrong. Probably filled it to the brim with pop references and the movie just looked like it was going to be shit. Apparently it is shit. Lucasfilm saw the dailies or rough cut and knew it was garbage. You simply don't fire directors if the movie is okay. What they were making was utter nonsense.

Fuck... And it's impossible for them to recast lando now. This movie will forever be in the dollar bin at Kmart. Good job guys.

Got to get a car

In case you haven't figured it out, I do indeed have a job. Joke more like it, not a job. I mean it's money, that's all it means to me, nothing more nothing less. I could care less about it... I need money, this is the only way to get it pretty much...

Sucks to take the subway to work. I mean, it just makes you feel bad about being black.

Not something to feel any way about, but when you hang out and see the 100th piss soaked homeless retarded black person on the subway, yeah you feel like you're on the wrong team that's for sure.

I'd rather be dead than hobbling around all damn night asking for pocket change from people on the train as my daily career. Fuck that up its ass.

Push come to shove, yeah I'd hit the library and improve myself some how, find a way to make bread some how. Not fuck around in front of innocent people on the train like that.

But I'm not surprised. I hate to admit it, but I've lived with black people a long ass time. They're not the most quality human beings. I'm not afraid to admit this. I've lived it, been a part of this underground hand me down situation all my life, hanging at the coat tails of the upper class... it's like, I'm so used to expecting some stupid shit to happen in regards to blackitude on the daily basis, it's just inevitable. Oh my father's going to do something dumb today. Oh my mother is going to be completely self righteous and ignorant as hell today. Just clockwork.

Yep, my mother is one of those black women. Self righteous thick headed and without a shred of reason. No doubt the most annoying kind of black person, a super duper ignorant as balls one.

Boy do I sound racist as hell. Try not to be... but when you are in the trenches with black folk, you gonna end up being that way, can't damn do anything about it.

Nuff of that, just blowing steam. I mean it's such a frustrating thing to get on the train and some dude fucks your day up out of no where like an asshole. Keep your piss smelling ass to yourself, don't put it out for the world to see... my fault, just don't take the subway, avoid that shit, my bad.

Only thing good I have to say about work is that there are nice looking bitches working where I work. Not doing my job, but the desk stuff. I mean, it's like, mmmmmm good looking little hottie I get to see once in a while. She waved at me all happy go lucky like she's aware I'm checking her ass out. Hell yeah I'm looking at your ass. You wear a thong and tight pants, what the hell do you think I'm going to do...

Just constantly searching for a car. I work with cars all day, so I'm dead set on getting the Hyundai Accent . It's exactly what I need. Tiny car, 4 doors, good for parking in a crowded city etc.

I want to run amazon flex and maybe uber for extra money... Going to need a solid 1000 dollars to afford a car. Then have to pay for insurance. We're talking 1500 saved up. And if I was in a reasonable intelligent house hold, my father would help me get a car immediately to get to work on time nicely and of course start making extra money running app based jobs. But he's going to go into his fantasy universe where he's the center of the whole world and be a melodramatic douche about it, and just whine so I'm not going to have that advantage unfortunately. It's the way it is... sigh...

I mean just how horrible is my father, eh. Think about it. I have a steady stable fucking job. I need a car to get to it and could easily in freaking NY run uber and amazon flex. But he won't help me get to that point... He won't and sadly I know it. He'll do what he always does, WOE IS ME!!! Scrunch up his face and growl to himself and just bitch and moan about it while refusing to help me, a person who's just trying to do work and contribute to society! Of course helping me would some how some way under the fuck all sky be a bad thing!! :? shrugs!

That's blacks!!! You want to know why my father won't just say "yeah cool, I'll help you out until you're fully secure in your job and are capable of paying me back."

Cuz black people LOVE sticking it to other black people. It's just odd shit. It makes him feel good to some stupid extent to see me suffer. No joke, that's what he wants to do. Make me have to struggle to get to JFK when I could just drive there like everyone else does.

Ain't no loyalty between two black people, NOT A SCRATCH.

Ah well, don't know what to do now but keep pressing on with the static shock shit I'm making. Wow though, have to say you "adults" are pussies. I just want to kick half of you assholes in the face every day. Give you a taste of reality.

You all act so damn sensitive and weak, it offends me as someone who's NEVER had the luxury of living life feeling safe.

Always scared of the black guy in the room, on the train, whatever. Always a little pussy and scared of the black guy around your kids. Grow some balls and stop being a pussy, it's insulting to me. I've never gone a day feeling like the world was my play ground and everyone should conform to my expectations. Shit was just the way it was. Deal with it.

Alright, gonna be going through hell to afford a car. Wish me luck...

STATIC Concept poster

Going to basically create 4 posters... The first one already done, but that's just the preview I've had up for eons.

Here's going to be the final main poster, keep it simple which is the best way to do posters. I'm not fond of how amature photographers always just have the model look directly at the camera in EVERY SINGLE freakin image they capture. It's just too personal. You should not be concerend with teh personality of the person, but the subject matter of the photo alone.

But I want personality in this as to give you something of static's personality. And it just helps draw the parallel between his logo and the static shock character...