TSA

I guess i should get more into my new job rather than skirt around what I'm doing nowadays. I'm a tso now, or will be once I pass the last few examinations. It's hard to get into tsa and it's REALLY hard to get into tsa after you start training, so all these folks claiming tso's are retarded high school dropouts need to actually get their foot into the door and experience it. You're being trained to handle the public, find bombs, work complicated machinery, and it's not easy... it's just so much shit to memorize and be tested on, didn't know it was gonna be like this.

I can't even tell you here what I know because they make a big deal about revealing gov secrets to the public, so it's not a joke.

make no mistake though, I don't suck their dicks either. I'm just more aware now than I used to be about who tso's are, kinda more than just mall cops, a lot more.

we'll see. the real test will be dealing with someone who's batshit insane. Not looking forward to that. I've had my share of that at delta just from coworkers. You can't walk away, you have to fight back but not to the point where you give these fuckers what they want which is your full attention. It's a slippery slope to tip toe on, but I know what to do in some respect. It's as simple as not giving a kid a toy they're crying for... or behaviorally modifying a dog to do what you want..

I didn't know it at the the time but I unintentionally ignored an asshole coworker who was saying something smartassish to me and he became furious after that, actively hunting me down for attention like a little kid. It'll not be easy but it works. If you ignore or dismiss people's bullshit, their real intention is revealed, that all they want is for you to acknowledge them.

But anyway, yeah I'm glad I'm at a point where I think I'll get a good basic life going for myself instead of the leap of faith that is college. I honestly had no intention of doing anything else but working for the airforce till I died, so this is no big difference... gov job, follow the rules, get paid. Of course only dif is that I'm not going into war, but how many airmen are in the front lines, they told me that's not their purpose. So either way I'd be prettymuch behind the scenes.

Seems like they have some kind of degree program in the tsa too. Associates shit. If I can do that, I might be alright although associates is basically a black man's ticket to the supervisor position at mcdonalds, so it ain't all that...