stuff on ma brainz

Well what to say today. Man am I emo as hell lately. I got a good job with the TSA, fucking like there are people out there who would do anything to be in my position. I should take the time to bone up on my language skills. I want to become fluent in atleast one other language before I kick the bucket. That's all. Too bad everybody wants to discourage and prevent you from improving yourself once yo hit a certain age, whatever. Go cry about it to yourself in a corner, I'm still going to live my life my way, especially now that I have a good solid long term career ahead of me. Puts a smile on my face. Yeah, I've been there, dealing with racist airport passengers talking shit to me because I'm a black guy working TSA. Do they even know how much TSA pays is all I'm wondering. They fucking pay bro. Don't know why but TSA makes as much as cops. I have cop salary coming down the pipe, don't you understand that? What about me do you think is unintelligent and fail?

I don't know, guess when I'm having a big ass apartment with big ass 4k tv, nice giant amazing computer, a girlfriend with massive tits, I should just cry about how terrible my TSA job is? Only college can help you get to that level baby!!!!

Don't give a damn. I'm wealthy, got money, not looking back. Going to enjoy it. Enjoy my 30s, travel, see the world. Lord knows I deserve it after all the bullshit I've been through. Goddamn tons of it.

Do I want to get a girl pregnant? Hell... shit not a day goes by that I don't want to fuck a woman. Not one...

I play videogames, I read books, I watch cartoons just like I always do, but none of that shit means anything to me. I gotta get a girl.

Thinking about which bitch. I mean, it's all good. I don't really have any hangups about which girl I get anymore. The saying is true. Women come and go. They're so many. You truly have your pick of the fruit off a tree kinda thing.

Now I'm not like, disrespecting females. I think they're Goddesses even the retarded ones. That's how much I respect women, but yeah I'm not going to lose my balls over not getting a girl I want anymore...

I'm whatever about it. Just that, people are assholes man, try to restrict you from getting yo dick in a girl's mouth. Why?

Don't know. But they exist. You will be a dude wanting to just bone a girl one minute, no big deal. Then some guy will be standing there trying to cock block you. You think in your head, what the fuck... it's ass, let me do my thing. But no, he's got nothing better to do today but control where your dick is going. I honestly don't know what to make of someone that out of touch with reality... if you think it's your business what a nother dude does with his dick, that's beyond anything I can comprehend and I certainly don't want to. Shut yo mouth and get out of my way, I'm going to fuck a bitch. Too bad, boo hoo, deal with it.

Just saying. I mean, yeah, good luck with that. Convincing a dude not to get pussy or butthole, it's up to you. Good luck with that.