What I do all day? Attempt to quiet my sexual frustration... I don't know, it's just tough. Tough as HELL to NOT want to get some pussy. STRAIGHT UP... just tough...
It's not easy and I can't understand why life is so weird that you go along, have a shitty childhood, then end up wanting to fuck all day and can't... it's not fun not easy and I don't particularly think it makes any sense...
What do I like about life today? I mean, I never thought I'd get to have any real connection to the people I watched on tv. But we live in that world now. You can interact with them, get to know them, they don't give a SHIT. It's just, either they're going to sit around reading a book or have a chat session live with their fanbase inside their million dollar mansion.
Good God is facebook a huge monumental just insanly brilliant thing... Wish I had it back in childhood. Not teens. Fuck my teens. They were awful. I don't even want to remember that shit. But childhood. Oh the fun I could have had with the ability to take and capture all of it digitally.
I'm trying to make up for lost time, but there's no denying I'm 30. I do look younger than my years, but it's like you're starting to feel age, and death, closing in on you at this point in life. It's like, I've never felt young, always was 30 in my head because of my advanced intellect. But to be there, not what I thought it would be.
I just want to get pussy all fucking day. How do people do anything at all. Must be people who don't have a sex drive and can do whatever they want, be free, that are doing stuff....
Not me. I'm trapped in this rut all day. Wake up, look at my collection of porn, try to find a good one, struggle to not bust a nut, then watch news or something. That's it. Nothing special about it.
I can't function outside of sex. I just can't and I liked to think I could but girls look faarrrrr too appealing to me. I mean what kind of woman do I want...
I'm crushing on tough girls constantly. I like that. I like when a female is strong... That gets my dick hard. I like when she's got a big muscular ass. Looking at it, just amazing like fucking sculpture bro... I like big ass breasts as well. I mean, that's always been a deal breaker. The bigger the titties it's like power level in dragonball to me.
It's not even about race to me, yunno. I'll bone any bitch if she's not a fucking fat bitch and actually looks like she gives a shit about staying in shape. That's all...
Goddamn, is getting laid too much to ask? Shit...
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