What's it like to be Rich...

I mean I'm not RICH like that, but some how some way I landed my job back with the TSA... it's tantamount to working for a corporation worth millions in some capacity. What's it feel like to not have to worry about money anymore... very nice. I'm a rich guy now again, I guess. It's a good feeling.

If I get cast as Lando, then I'll be super rich. Never dreamed of that potential. But I gotta feeling they'll be in touch about the part and then, yeah I'll be very very stupid wealthy after that point.

Gonna do the right thing and donate to charity and special needs cases for kids in dire need though.

I hope they cast me, so that in the end, when I get paid, I can toss a few thousand at some very sick children.

It's gut wrenching to know that this stuff is going on. Children, with terrible diseases.

I want to do something.

I guess my heroic inclinations are being rewarded by God. I've always been that guy who tried to do the right thing and be a hero. It's not easy. You will get shit on a lot by society for being some kind of nice guy. But look at where it got me. I can't argue with the results. I'm getting a 40,000 a year job. Gonna be working with very fine women all day just like last time. It was incredible. I just went to work and suddenly there's a super model standing there next to me and I for some reason am just hanging out with her. Made no sense, but ok...

The adult world is very awkward. People as adults are still very much immature teenagers, just older. I guess I am too. Not like I've gotten pussy or graduated beyond my teenage life.

I wish I could just wake up and know what I was doing as a 30 year old, but never got taught what to do about it. I just kinda went with the way of life and here I stand, everything is a confusing mess and tons of people want to see me dead. Fun fun fun!

But if I have to take shit from people, might as well do it with a giant load of money!!!!