What to say today...

Nuttin much.

I'm gonna be working TSA again quite soon is all. Looking forward to it. I liked that job more than anything in the world let me tell ya. I mean people always ask me if I got in, why did I quit. I can only say that I was young and foolish. Damn straight.

I'm 30 now. The honest truth is that I have to support myself. Can't rely on being home forever. And that means get a job.

I don't like working though. It's just such a downer to have to go do it. I'll never be one of those TSO guys you see who's pretending he's a cop. I'm the TSO who's there for the paycheck. You see it in half their faces, I'm here to get paid, fuck this place. Can't believe I used to work with guys there who treated the job like they were professional cops, acting like they're the fucking FBI. I could understand former military people taking it serious, that's how they were trained. But anyone with a brain in their head working there knew they were getting away with murder. Huge ass paycheck, not doing shit all day. Don't look down on that fact.

Only issue is distance. It's in Canada. I'm in New York. I'll have to either buy a car to get up there and continue to live at home. Or rent an apartment out after I save enough money. Looks like that's the only option. Gonna save up a few pay checks then rent out an apartment and hopefully make full time so I have enough money to pay rent and go about my business.

The real question one should ask is what's their plan in life. Get some Ass prettymuch... Not gonna sugar coat it. All this job stuff is essentially about getting enough money together, and an apartment, so I can finally get laid. That's all there really is to it....

Beyond my sexual urges. I do want to get going making films and learning animation programs etc. I need a better more powerful computer. I have all these visions of films and things I want to get done but don't have the stuff to make it, so I'll have to go down that road of buying all these things. People are so ignorant about the power of the computer, it's appalling. Not only can we play massive multiplayer games online these days like we could never do in the 90s. You can create your visions, arts, etc, movies, and display them in no time in your personal gallery. I'm excited about that side of the online life and in fact that's what comic artists and lots of artists are basically using the net for, displaying their talents. All this crap we're taught about going to university to get taught by and consulted by professionals and develop connections to top industry people, it's BULLSHIT today. The internet has opened the door wide open to getting info and top level knowledge than ever before. University's been kinda undercut don't ya think?

I don't know what's the world going to turn into now that you can prettymuch study everything online now. It's a hell of a lot more convenient in the end though. Job interviews, the works, meetings, all done online through chat. It's just a huge time saver and in business, time is everything...