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Sour berries if I do say so myself...

I mean, I knew it would be hard but this is definitely above and beyond my expectations.

I'm like honestly not wanting to bother and take a vacation but I know it'll be cool if I get it done and finish it so yeah going to do it...

Sad that I missed my target date, really am... but it's over, no going back. Unless I bust out the movie within the hour, I ain't gonna make it.

But yeah it'll be a fun little fan film just like the ones from the good ol days of the early 2000s before the internet became a corporatized nightmare. I never saw that coming, but I'm guessing people smarter than me did and knew the net would become what it is today, a big exploited corporatized mcdonalds version of what it once was. It's like the difference between small indie cinema and the current big blockbuster trends that seek to create big meaningless cgi circuses for the money.

I miss the days when yeah I was just 14 at my computer talking out my ass about star wars on the internet and browsing the occasional porn site and looking up info on cartoons.

To have everything be politics this and that, to hell with that. I'm still that punk looking at a blurry nip slip from kazaa. And life was innocent back then, plus no one knew anybody. You just didn't have this territorialism that there is now. the net was like space, just infinite and open, no law, no rules. I miss that. And it's made random nobodies online feel like they're real deal celebrities, no offense, but you're not. You're just a random nobody. And that's what we all started as isn't it. It's not wrong to be that.

Like back in the day, it was amazing what we kinda did online. Lots of parody films and fan films came and went. There was no expectations of fame and glory it was just a fun thing to do at the time, then you went and found something else to think about. The lack today of the ability to let go of stuff is truly nuts. I mean I've watched hundreds of comedy sketches and stuff and videos made by online personalities that are gone now. I don't know those people and don't follow them and don't know what they had for dinner tonight. It's ok, that was what i had back then. And they didn't expect success, they made that stuff then shrugged and lived their life afterwards. It was a true indipendent comedy fan film bonanza and it was better than this instagratification bs era we're in today where in my opinion art has been replaced by ego building corporatized shock value humor or sexual exploitation for fame and money. It's sad. I mean I enjoy the good looking chicks posting endless hot pics of themselves on a daily basis, not going to complain, but I come from a time where that stuff wasn't considered meaningfull. Now a quick stupid silly pic or comedy sketch about boobs is supposed to be a big thing now? for reals?

Well I'm bringing it all back with static. I actually wrote a script, a clever one, lots of in jokes, humor, drama, lots of it. It oozes with my personality and quirks and I'm proud of it. And it doesn't simply resort to TLCD level stuff like most internet humor does sadly. And when the dust clears I'll have gone the distance like Rocky, no fame, no glory, but personally feel victorious.