Here I stand

sucks, it's not going to happen for me. I guess I have to learn to accept defeat some times which is tough because I am usually pretty lucky and get things I want done... this is just another case of screwing up when you don't want to and definitely don't mean to.

I will not be releasing the full movie tomorrow in any final capacity. I'll likely get the final battle majorly completed as I currently struggle to edit it, it's hundreds of video files, meaning I over shot it and now have to take time organizing every single file to find what I want.

Plus haven't even gotten to the music aspect of things.

Does anyone care? My videos I've release have gotten no views. Safe to say when this project is completed it'll sit on my youtube page stagnant and unwatched so why bother... for me. I want to actually see it completed and I enjoy parts of it tremendously. I want to watch it and enjoy it, sadly the reality is that most people won't see it even as some cat video on vine gets a billion views cuz dat shit is lit.

I'm going to bump full release up to New years  day. Consider it a Jan 1 release, the movie will be out next year.

That gives me a good decent couple of days to work on it and finally finish it.

Stay tuned if you are interested. It will be out, I do think I can finish this, and when it's over and out of my life, I do plan to continue working on other projects. This isn't the only thing I dream of doing. I've got loads of ideas and concepts for fan films and stuff, now that I've gone through this and done it actually shot and put together a movie, I think I can defintely more smartly approach the next one. Story boarding is everything, EVERYTHING... Green screen helps when you want to do a close up but don't want to go outside, stuff like that I've figured out. Action photography is something I've learned a lot about. It just is more fun to see things happening. When it's just a stagnant boring shot, eh, nothing fun about it. But when I have the action cam on my car and drive with it, now we have fun visuals.

We're getting there... I don't feel too ashamed of not meeting my dead line because it's been rough here. Freezing cold, the heater making the room too hot, the monitor being too bright and killing my eyes. General nonsense of this house. A lot of things have impeded this process yet I persisted through the night and struggled against my desire to sleep in order to cut and find missing footage. Sad to say but it's just a time thing. I'm currently looking for a clip I KNOW I have and have seen before, but screw me, I can't find it now. This will demand some time to hunt it back down and who knows how fast I'll be able to cut the remaining footage. And I'm only through HALF of the forest fight. If it's taken 2 days to do this much, I won't make it, I know that much. But you'll get this half tomorrow, then TO BE CONTINUED till I cut the other half.... my apologies.