Do no harm

Hippocratic oath associated with the medical profession. I understand its meaning now. As men we have unbelievable power... We're extremely dangerous. Seriously. Not only can we just blow up the planet if we so choose, but all sorts of other little things like destroy each other etc. Wow, never really thought about it...

The Governemnt's truly afraid of its own shadow, IT HAS TO BE. Because life or death is in their hands. That's why they won't let someone who isn't a parent near powerful life or death positions within really any place of power because it doesn't matter how smart you are, you can't know what it means to care about kids until you've had one. I love kids because my childhood was shitty, but I'm still too immature to deal with their bullshit at this point in my life. Kids are insane. They need to be controlled and as parents, yeah you're responsible for whether we have a future as a species or not. That's why we keep religion around. It's our moral backbone. The definitive last word on how we should deal with each other. love thy neighbor, turn the other cheek, No it's not logical, neither is our existence, but we live, we die, we go around and around in the circle of life.

"You're either too smart for your own good or you really are stupid," someone told me. By this he meant that I was self aware. I knew I COULD become super smart, but what would I do with all those brains? I was afraid I'd hurt people. In life we can't all know everything or do everything. We have to make comprimises. BMT taught me that really we as men are the same shit with different skills. He's a pilot, he's a doctor, he's a filmmaker, he's a athlete, he's a soldier, he's a musician, he's a painter.... but we're all the same basic protoform that later in life morphs into its one final career choice. I'm a soldier, bred and born for it. I can withstand extreme levels of pain. I'm an mesomorphic body type capable of building incredible muscles. And I'm of above average intelligence. I was born for the military and i know this.

I don't know... I'm not afraid to hurt people who want to hurt me. It's hurting people just for the fun of it that's wrong. Some people do that, I think. Those people are bad. That's why we have leaders who stand and make the hard decisions about who deserves what in this society because if people had their way they'd get away with any little thing they could against each other. Without rules, we'd have a big mess. And it's what people are afraid of, someone who's smart enough to see the patterns and change them, or do something different, that could start a war or something like that.

Ugh, I'm so horny.