Knowsbleed

No doubt an officer in the Airforce. No doubt a father. No doubt a very serious individual...

He hates the shit out of me. It was him. He told everyone in the airforce about my antics at superherohype. He knew all along I'd be a bad fit for the service, since I wasn't a ruthless stop at nothing type of person. He doesn't know me very well then. But that doesn't matter. The chain of command is unbreakable for the most part. He's an elite. I'm a spootie nuthin.

Sink or swim in life really. College weed out courses keep people who aren't ballsy enough out of the upper echelon and such. It's why we have rigerous schools that push young minds to their limits. And nothing half assed is allowed because simply if a hair is out of place, people DIE.

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Good. I deserved what I got. Man up and admit it ya know. I'm an oldschooler. Raised by a former airman. I'm built of the same stuff. If he could do it, I can. What pisses me off is that I actually breezed through the airforce training, yet didn't decide to stay. I breezed through college but didn't decide to stay. An airwoman asked me "what's holding you back" Bitch I'll tell you what's holding me back! I'm 23 and the best i've ever had is a boob touch! I've gone through 4 years of high school with no pussy. 2 YEARS OF COLLEGE WITH NO PUSSY 2 years of message board shinanigans with no pussy! I'm getting older and older and I'm just dying for SOMETHING! I'm still attracted to high school girls you stupid bitch! I HATE YOU WHITE MOTHERFUCKERS FOR BUILDING A SOCIETY THAT IS STUPID AS FUCK! No, I'm not racist it's just that the system is flawed! Yes people expect us to just trip over a rock and fall into each other's arms and shit, but NOPES, DOESN'T HAPPENS LIKE THAT. YOU CAN'T force love. It just happens.

Fucking Alicia Ayers! On myspace talking about her various sexual escapades! My one love is all crazy now. And what can I do about it. I WANT TO TEAR EVERY GUY WHO HAS FUCKED HER INTO A MILLION PIECES!

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