Joining the Army

Gonna join the army now. See how that goes. I can't find a job here in the civilian world... lol. I just hope I don't get deployed to iraq. Now that I know how basic training is, I think I can handle it The only problem is that you literally are just a tool of the government. They don't view you as a human being once you sign that contract. I mean their job is horrendous. They don't care who they kill so why do they care about you beyond your abilities.

I got to get a job somewhere. My sis told me to wait a year before joining, but I can't stand being stuck in this shitty stage where I'm just lost and not having any fun in life or anything. I went to mcdonalds recently and the fucked up thing is that I'm just sitting there eating and these like 15 year old high school bitches are just happily flirting and crap. I'm like, good grief if only I was in canada. I never really realized what I missed out on until now. Still it's not like I'm all that old or anything, just got to find some 19 year old pussy some where. There's plenty of that out there if you know where to go.