What'z normal?

TAlkin with my bigshot lawyer sister today. She's super educated, nothing wrong with that. She'll always be able to get money, survive, which is good. So will I but at a lower level of the work world. The only thing I have going for me is youth. I'm just 23. People go get degrees at 30 these days, sometimes 40 since we have kids later and later. Used to be you had to get married and have kids early on because you're young and ready to reproduce properly as it should be, but not so anymore. People are waiting until they know they can afford it. Kids are a huge investment.

I think about it sometimes. What it'd be like to have a son. I don't want a daughter. Girls are good when they're girls but as teens and young adults they're horrible bitches. Then you have to try to keep them from getting pregnant at all costs since that all falls back on your ass.

Like holly. She was cute but damnit was she a condescending know it all smartass bitch. That's her flirting style I understand. Smart girls like guys who can challenge them intellectually, but no I don't see a woman who wishes to compete with me as wife material. We work as a team, period. Not against each other. That really put me off her that she was so snarky. I was ready to do anything for her if necessary, then she decided to push me. Sure as a man you have to be willing to take a punch but no, not from someone who could be the mother of your children. Hell no.

I'll say his name. Master Sergent Mclure of the Usaf taught me WHY he's doing his job to the fullest of his ability, because he'd gladly die for his family. I know how he feels. Loves the most powerful thing on this planet. Great man.

Why can't women these days respect that?

My sister wants me to be "normal" or so she hints with her insistance that I go see a shrink or whatever. Well, the question remains, "what is normal?"

I understand this much. Even though society's become a free for all anything goes type of world now where we're less descriminatory than in the past, nothing changes in regards to gender roles. Men have to be men and women have to be women otherwise we're screwed as a society. It's like this everywhere. No matter what, it all bounces back to the old cycle of original gender roles for both males and females. So at my age, I'm EXPECTED to be a man regardless of whatever I believe or want. Women won't tolerate men not being men as they envision them to be like. I think that's cool, but what do women want me to be? I act like my horny self and they say they want a more classy church going fellow. I act like that and they go after the badboy horndog.

We can't win fellas.

Money then. Just make a lot of money and see the bitches eyes light up really...