Delicate matters

It's unbelievable... I feel so conflicted now more than I have in years past. I am simple minded and methodical in my behavior. I do what works, what makes sense, nothing more. It's always made sense in that light to me to avoid the opposite sex in order to have time to develop my long held scientific pursuits etc.... possibly time travel... One has to come first, I can not give in to my sexual urges if I am to achieve my goal.

She has to come into the picture though... Never met someone so awesome honestly. Just the thought of her makes me feel invigorated. Not even because she's fucking gorgeous, but intelligent... I never let a moment between us go without nudging her intellect a little to see what she eventually generates. I know her initial intention was to play dumb for some odd reason, but just as I've learned working for these kinds of jobs, there's super brains everywhere. I wanted her to realize that, so I don't hold back when I talk to her about life and stuff.

and it makes sense since we're at a high standards place like an airport to adhere to grander expectations.

I find it hilarious how she tries to treat me like some dumbass, then has no choice but to show even an inkling of respect for me because she knows I'm not. Like she'll never just talk down to me and expect me to take it like an obedient dog, she'll be reluctantly at least trying to get my attention in order to make me aware of what her intentions are.

I may be in love... It's a chess game with her really. You won't get into her panties if you don't pass her mental maze. people say she's gay, but she's not, I know she's not. most interesting although im not sure what steps to take nextt except to stand back and observe the beast in its natural habitat.