Get ready for this, I tell ya, ya won't believe it. It's just a huge flip of the switch. I sit here with the freedom to type whatever I want on my blog and shit, but if I were at anywhere else, I'd be constantly dodging shit from some dickwad who has a huge stick up his ass and loves to debate every tiny aspect of everything till we're all dead and buried.
It's the "REAL" world or in my opinion the EMO world. Where grown men and women CRY all night because they don't get their way in life.
It's the biggest shock I ever seen. I go to school as a child, FUCKING SCHOOL and get constantly harassed, teased, physically beaten, and generally just shitted on constantly.
I go to just well, anywhere as a "grown man" and get well... grown ass people crying about me not playing FAIR and hearing their political views out.
OH well forgive me if I don't believe in the concept of life being a fair nice clean playing field.
I mean it's one thing that struck me about my little encounter with the military, is that what goes through their heads? That people SHOULD follow the law, SHOULD play by the rules and will happily go along with the way society is expected to run?
Or is the reality I've seen all my life of kids running around doing whatever comes out their ass today the real truth...
I mean it's always the excuse I hear. "Well you're a grown man now, you HAVE TO honor free speech, you HAVE TO take shit from people. You're a grown up now!"
Wait a minute.... I HAVE TO let someone step all over me? That's how being an adult works? I thought that was the point of America, you don't have to take shit from anybody. You're FREE here... Oh, of course, that's a joke this country likes to run around spouting to everybody else, of course...
It's definitely a complicated thing, to get older, to have people running around you and trying to dictate to you who you are and where your life is going to go as if that's their fucking business.
Me, I've always tried to just stay out of things, not get involved, not give a damn about everybody else. Now it's an offense to be disinterested in the way of the world. It's like if I turn my back to some guy and just go about my business and ignore him, he runs after me like a 5 year old looking for attention and tries to start shit with me. I just want to kill him and remove him from my day, honestly. I could.
That's another point you'll come across when you get older. You'll have guys trying to intimidate and belittle you even though they're not that big and you could stand a chance of ripping their head off. That's a real trip for me personally the constant attempts to make me feel inadequate and incapable of defending myself from some douche bag who's not even that big. What makes this guy think I won't kick his ass if we go down that road? He's just an idiot that's all there is to it...
All I'm saying is that if you're still a kid and you think other kids are idiots and emo and whine too much, nothing changes when you get older. And of course it gets worse. All grown men and women do all day is whine and bitch and moan about not having things be perfect in their life. It's outrageous and retarded beyond measure. Too many of these guys grew up spoiled and had all the toys they wanted as kids and now think the world has to bend over for them. I'm never going to get caught buying into that bullshit. I grew up in hell, I know you can't get that new shit you want at toys r us today... that's the life I've lived for so long, to suddenly have a grown man in his 30s fucking running around ME and crying to me about not listening to every fart he makes is a HUGE wtf. And you know WHAT I don't give a damn about you or what you want... Deal with it...
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