KIDS

I work at the airport and so what I basically see all day, kids. I mean I've helped raise 3 kids. I'm not like scared of children in the least. But I have no great love for them. Everything in moderation when it comes to kids in my opinion.

Don't get all up in their face and certainly don't let them get in yours too much.

Do I want kids? Heh, I mean I think we all instinctively want children. It's nature at work, absolutely. But in my case, I've got to deal with being cursed by very powerful angry white people and on top of that I simply don't believe in it. Having kids and all. I'm a scientifically inclined person. And my knowledge of the future of this planet, truly makes me question the purpose of having children.

Sadly it's all I can think in the end. Sure I see some ass I wanna fuck it, and of course I can imagine once you skeet in her ass and she gets pregnant it's a whole knew world after that, sure...

But then what? I mean I'm reading about all the murders, war, and bombings going on. Life is a short motherfucker especially if you're black or anything outside of the white sphere in this world. I mean being white is like this... "Hey, I FUCKING OWN this planet? Oh really?"

Being black is like, "Hey, I fucking don't matter at all? Oh really..."

Why the fuck would I want kids? So they can live their life knowing they're on the underside of this fucking world?

No, me personally, I've always been someone who knew he was going straight down the tubes in life. I NEVER thought for a second I'd get anywhere great or near the level that white kids would. I always knew I'd get shitted on in life and the only thing I had to make life good, was TGIF, cartoons, videogames, and movies... That's my soul, wacky weird stupid tv and movies.

I mean wow, it's like I look back on my childhood and yeah there were SOOOOOO many shows put on air about young white guys with such complicated lives. Hell but I liked how Ben played Corey. He was the eternal optimist. Just a guy who looked on the bright side of life if he could. I miss that 90s optimism. it's so lost today, what with all the horrible things going on out there. It's so lost...

Thank you Ben. If you're reading my dumbass blog. I remember being a kid watching you play Corey. I don't give a damn about Girl meets world and don't watch it. But I'll always remember how you played corey and that truly influenced me growing up. Corey was a cool kid. He really was. I always thought of him as the white version of me prettymuch. I mean it's odd how much he reflected my personality on that show. I certainly didn't end up with the girl I went to school with back in the day. That's really great to see that he did marry Topanga. It's only right truth be told.

That's the way it should be, you get with the girl you knew when she was not all hot and had ass and titties, you knew who she was before that. That's what makes the relationship special in the end. Yeah, you fuck, but you fuck knowing how stupid she was a kid....