Choices and future potential...

Going to slave away and figure out how to finish my Static Shock Project... Gotta do it while I still look youthful. Got to lose weight so I can definitely look much younger.

And life feels good right now. Can't complain... I have a high paying job. I'm still young, all my shit's working sexually, if I get lucky and land a girlfriend somehow under the blue sky I'll be in too good a shape. Can't understand why there's tons of women everywhere and people are wanting to start drama. I'll never make sense of that garbage. I know what I've been told about my offspring, but doesn't make me NOT want to get laid, not want to experience sex... Just doesn't. Am I supposed to just say nah, don't want a girlfriend ever...

good luck with that... I don't understand people and perhaps I never will. To try to convince another person to deny himself sex, what kind of idiot are you. Don't want to know... Keep on living in that special universe YOU personally inhabit.

Got things to do. I mean, getting back in at TSA what does that ultimately mean in the end. Means I have a lot of money to burn. Means I can potentially go back to school. Means I don't have to feel like I don't have options in life vs just having no cash. Also means I got a job that really isn't a job. You can look down on TSA personnel all day and all night, they're the smartest people on the planet. Either you get a bone crushing job that's for suckers working long and hard, putting your life at risk, for a bunch of asshole managers who are pinching pennies or you be smart and get away with murder and get a job that's paying you to sit down and relax. Yep, that's what shocked me about working there. They don't work... All the job is is monitoring xrays and searching luggage every so often. It's not work... And they have a lot of staff. That means you'll never be over worked or having to work harder than anybody else. And the guys there are decent people too. That's what happens when your workforce is paid well, they act like human beings. It was a night and day difference. You go work those ramp ops jobs, all the guys there are cussing and pissing about working there and have a huge stick up their ass. You work at TSA, everybody's just chillin. Nobody wanna be there doing that shit, we all have the same mentality, shit pays...

So yeah, FUCK YEAH, I'm just knocked out cold to have gotten back in... It's like achieving super saiyan level when you've been fighting as regular goku for years.

Made a mistake, bought a quadcopter that doesn't have altitude hold. Need to get the one with Hold if I want to get those cinematic crane shots for the static shock project. I just had the idea one day, shit just popped in my head. If I want this thing to look cinematic, and get really movie quality shots. Buy a drone and film some of it with the drone. Literally have limitless filming possibilities with those things.

So once I get paid, I'll get a really good drone that can stay hovering in the air on its own, get a really powerful camera for it and going to spare no expense make some amazing photography with it. I suggest yall get into the drone scene. It's so awesome. It's all about taking exciting pictures and vids with them really. That's a hobby worth doing. Building and flying drones cuz, it's going to be the future of film making down the line and it's just cool.