So my car's dead

How depressing. I mean, I try at this moment to struggle with what to do about it whether getting this car for 700 bucks was a smart move at all. Obviously not, but even so, it's not the end of the world. It'll be a 200 dollar loss if I can junk it for 500 dollars. That's the scam of junking cars, they take it off you for 500 dollars, cannibalize the car and sell the parts for hundreds of dollars, pure profit industry.

I should do that myself, rip the car to pieces and sell it for parts on ebay, probably get more money from that than selling it.

I don't like life. Have to be honest. I walk the streets of this black section of the bronx my long lived neighborhood and it's so black and terribly unhappy location to be stuck in. Why do black people have to remind the world that they don't create a pleasant vibe to life. Why don't blacks goddamn change that social projection... that's such a weird thing, to walk around perfectly embodying the stereotypes of blacks for WHAT? WHO are you doing that for?

I'll be glad to go live in canada or florida for the rest of my natural life if I can manage it....

So OJ's getting out of prison. What do I think about him, his career, whether he killed his wife or not... I don't know... From my experience going face to face with the KKK running this world, I wouldn't put it past them to have framed him and called it a day. Maybe he's not done shit, then on the other hand, I have no delusions about big black jocks, they'll kick your ass and smile to themselves. People bitching about OJ getting out and saying they want him back in prison. His life outside will be what... he's an elderly black man, his life will be shit. What's he going to be doing publicly now that he's been shamed so damn much in his life.... Says he wants to blog or something. I say go for it, it'd be something to see...

President Dump is seeking info on how he can pass out pardons for his family and himself now... jesus. So it's come to that? Wow... don't know man, this is just getting dumber by the day....

As for Static Shock. I'm at like 0.00 motivation to get shots, and work on it... but yeah I'll still do what I know is what I got to do...

My dream.

Dreams are all I got left now.....