Sucks to be honest, yeah. Just chewing some cashews and woop sucker just broke in half. Huge cavity I can see inside it. It's not a full on tooth loss, just the bit that was rotten broke, the rest of the tooth still hanging in there, but talk about depressing shit to have happen.
I do feel like I've just got dunked on, son.
It'll cost money and be a pain in the ass to go get insured again and have to go get this either seriously fixed or just filled in with some stuff. I think that's all I can afford a filling. No such thing as re-engineering and capping the tooth.
So depressing. It's like I goddamn lost a part of myself. It's true. You lose your teeth they're not coming back, it's all or nothing with those things.
I feel like a damn disabled person right now.
So much drama in ONE day. I just thought nothing about today, it'd be another day. Instead I'm dealing with broken teeth and silly internet nonsense that deserves no mention. But still what a load to be burdened with out of no where while I struggle with the edits I'm doing.
Yunno, I don't feel like, oh my life is over, about it. I did nearly get run over by a car one day. I don't look at my life anymore as this goddamn sacred infallible godly existence that has to be preserved and cared for and all that.
I was thinking about it as I inspected my decaying teeth. I'm just really going to grow old and die. I'm not going to live forever am I.
It hits you when your body fails, it HITS you when you finally get it. I'm going to die, old, feeble, aging.
It hits you.
Yeah I could go to the dentist patch the shit up, but then what. Grow old and have the teeth fall out naturally anyway?
I honestly don't give a fucking shit about it anymore. I want to just get the movie done, if I get more cavities and all my teeth go to shit, fuck it...
The debate is over. We finish the film, then worry about other things. I don't have anything left to care about in life.
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