Getting back to it

Just decided to edit a bit today though I decided I was on vacation from it. It was enlightening, proving to myself that I can look past my OCD and concentrate on the film if I do decide to. It's not OCD, don't think about it like that. I know a smidge about psychology and if you isolate yourself for too long, your mind can kinda become OCD about shit it normally wouldn't dwell on since you'd have so much daily social stimulation to be concerned with. Since I wake up and stare at a damn stupid computer from morning to night, I've developed a condition of obsession that yunno when I go out into the world is gone and doesn't exist anymore so I am conscious of what's going on with me.

I suppose losing my beloved little car and being stranded here in this freezing winter in this house trapped with this ball of garbage I'm forced to tolerate, yeah it's taken its toll on me and I'm going crazy because of it, obsessing over stupid stupid shit.

Began watching sliders again though just to get my nostalgia trip on. Highly recommend revisiting old 90s shows. It's like a feeling of being hopeful and having fun in life again instead of dreading everything.

Having actually sat through sliders a bit after a very long time, damn was that show fast paced as hell. That's tv in the 90s, nothing happened slowly everything was chop chop chop. Gotten so used to today's more slow cinematic tv shows I damn forgot how slap dash 90s shows were back in the day.

Why did we rush so much in the 90s? I mean think about it, life for me back then was rush here, do this, write this, calculate this, bla bla bla bla bla, everything was a rush back then... I never understood that. Not that I'm lazy but I do better at a natural pace...

Fun show, somewhat more self aware than I remember it. There's a sense of frivolity to it as if even the people making it don't buy into its weird concepts much, then it gets dead serious when quinn and autoro go into the actual phsyics of worm holes, that's 90s. We didn't give a f back then if you didn't believe in magic, by God things were going to be thoroughly complicated and over explained.

Totally forgot Parallel universe quinn was the one that solved the quantum physics equation for him. It's like once I saw that bit in the show again, I was like oh yeah I remember how that irked me how it made Quinn look inadequate and stupid that he couldn't finish it. I was concerned with crap like that back then. I tell you I believed in the shows I watched way too hard. When stuff happened to characters it bothered me for real...

But no, the sheer fact that Quinn got the device to work at all is what makes him genius. The thing too is that I believe he'd have had far less trouble if he wasn't so wreckless and foolish in the pilot did further tests on the wormhole thing, oh man... watching the show again, prettymuch everything that goes on is their own fault since they were so damn in a rush. There's nothing pushing them to rush and jump into the wormhole to start the series off except for the goddamn run time of the show and there being no time to dwell on things realistically. I mean that bothered my young brain back then too, but then once you get into the guts of the show, the meat of the characters, you forget how damn stupid they acted in the pilot.

Yeah man, just saying it's fun to go back to the 90s. Honestly I don't want to f'n be here with this modern world of crybabies. Give me my tough gritty 90s life back, great cartoons, star trek, sliders, seinfeld, prime golden age simpsons, goddamn power rangers rockin every saturday, hell saturday being a damn good day to chill and see the best cartoons ever made, hell yeah... give me that, not today...

I was watching the ep and like, I actually chuckled to myself when quinn pulled out an old regular non-smart, non camera filled, non-excess bullshit cell phone. Jesus christ, back when we had to endure without having a mini super computer in our pocket. Oh the horrors!

Slow ass internet. No instagramming your stupid lunch, just life, just living, no internet drama. Jesus christ I'd kill to return to that. Alright, gonna get back to work on the edit tomorrow and try to make more progress, snoochie boochie my little noochies.