Alicia Ayers

I have to say something here. I feel conflicted. Infinitely conflicted... But something's stirring in me that I haven't felt in a long while, I mean LOOOOOOOOOOOONG.

love.

God damn... I'm just... I don't know what to think. That girl I told you about, the girl I knew back in school all those years ago... sigh... I found her:

http://www.myspace.com/lilmsprettymama

I'm going to marry her. I have no other thought to add but that. She's the one.

I've been searching for her for 10 years.

But I'm scared honestly. I don't know if I have the balls to be a good husband. Ain't no other girl in the world but her for me though...

I don't even care if she's with some guy. She's MINE. I LOVE HER. Always have. Always will.