Get back to the kitchen

I don't like women working. Period.

Who am I to say that? But I'm thinking about it and stuff while I was naked in the tub, women these days need a reality check. And things would be so much better if they stopped trying to be men.

I just got let go by toys r us, and only reason for it is because it's a female dominated work place. Girls everywhere, and typically it's not the most laborious job so it's easy for a female to do.

I get that. I'm now in a rut again, totally unemployed, low on money, only my wits to save me in the end.

I think maybe to say just fuck it and kill myself, fuck it.... who cares about a nigga, especially me. But then i think about God, and kids, and life and maybe trying to accomplish something good, I don't fucking know man... I just don't know. Ya see, I always considered myself to be like Luke Skywalker or Superman, a good guy, a hero, but then ya got so much people who are like the devil in human form basically trying to bring you into their dark side of life. And I'm like "dude, that's not right. No..." so I'm struggling man... What does it mean to be a hero?

Anyway, yeah, gotta get back on track. Figure I'll try and volunteer at a hospital, possibly get a full time position there. Like I said, health care industry is permanent, and they pay through the nose, so you're good if you get into that. Set fo life.