What is a woman?

I work at toys r us, at least I try to. I've been the one going to them most of the time to get started for work. They never call me in, but I don't mind, as long as I'm getting busy and not doing nothing.

So it's a toy store, the majority of the customers are parents and their kids. I see them more now than I did working at my other jobs.

So this lady comes in with her daughter and they're looking for everything and anything angry birds. I guess that shit is the new pokemon. Actually beyblades is the new fad on the block with kids. You're going to get beat up if you don't have the latest bey blade, son. Good lawd, I can't believe the shit nerdy kids value... but alas I was a huge pokemon and yoyo guy myself so I can't blame them.

Anyway I'm no pedo or anything but I do acknowledge that the little girl's going to be the most popular girl in her class once she sprouts, that's for sure. It's kinda crazy, but yeah I couldn't help but imagine what she's going to look like later after fucking childhood is over. Gets me thinking too about what the hell happens in a woman's brain when she ya know gets a pair of tits and plump ass and her child self who was so cute and innocent is lost forever. What is it about a woman that I want to touch and squeeze so much and fuck till the sun goes down.

I shouldn't think about it, it's just nature taking its course, but I do want to know. I don't like blindly walking into anything. I can't understand it, so I don't particularly feel its right to do it, to be so infatuated with titties and ass and pussy like I am. Is it the soft warm feel of a titty and ass cheek that's so alluring? Is it the milk from the titties and how good it would taste that is attracting? Now of course just seeing a freaking gorgeous woman from across the room, nice curves, cute face, big titties, is enough to cause a boner. Even if she's like still like a kid too, you can imagine what's coming down the line and from that you get attracted, not at her little kid self. Lest I be labeled a pedo, I became attracted to girls in 8th grade, on the dot.

I had no interest in them sexually until that point. And nothing's changed, the same physical features that girls start to develope in that time, more curvacious hips and legs, budding breasts, fuller softer bodies, all still get my blood boiling. So if I see it and it's hot, I enjoy the view, yes even if it's a some very young chick, doesn't change how I feel towards a pair of tits, ok. But I know how the world works and everyone is very serious about pedophilia out there, you say word one about being attracted to some big tittied hot bitch who's under 18 and you're fucked.

 Girls fascinate me though. That girl doesn't even know what she's got yet. She's just a kid, playing kid games, doing kid stuff, bla bla bla, but when she gets those curves, it's a wrap. She'll have more power and confidence in herself because she's so goddamn hot, it's going to be a crazy.

I made her smile when she was leaving the store, that's the second time I've made a little girl smile, the other was on the bus. Why do I like to do that? I guess it's a paternal thing, I want to let her know it's ok. Life's not so bad at all. And of course there's much to be enjoyed about it. She looked so scared and shit like kids do sometimes because they're new to the world, but me personally I like to let kids know there's nothing to be afraid of... You're fucking hot. You're going to get anything you goddamn want, babe... be yourself, have fun, it's your world. fall down, get back up. explore, make choices. etc. And ultimately get goddamn laid.