Lecithin

Holy shit, why don't they tell us about this stuff. So I started reading about how to increase ejaculate, for the purpose of getting a better orgasm and ultimately better sleep out of it. Turns out they recommend taking Zinc and some articles say take Lecithin. It's funny, I take the zinc and lecithin at the same time one day, and i go fucking staright to sleep after that. And I have a weird son of a bitch dream where I grow a crazy beard and I'm obsessed with the fact that the beard is messed up and I don't have a mustache, and I'm just focusing on the negative side of my face, and it's just making no sense. Then I wake up and I feel for the beard I was dreaming about and all I feel is my little stuble, and i come back to my senses. But the fact remains that I got better sleep that night than I had in a long while. So I was over the moon. And I woke up feeling fresh as a daisy. One of those feelings when you feel better than you have in a  while and it seems like you're back to normal that kind of thing.

So I think to myself... it's the zinc that did it. I then take more zinc the next day. No sale pal. It doesn't do shit. I don't sleep well, back to basics ya know, lame brain pain.

Then I for the fuck of it, decide to take zinc and lecithin again, since I had the pills there next to the zinc, and it's a wrap. I'm out again, and have another weird ass dream. This time, I'm on the floor and I'm just spazzing out. Going berserk.

But once again my body is better rested. I feel like I'm back on track. Got some good fucking sleep for once.

Turns out it's the lecithin. That stuff is like a lubricant for the body. And it works. My brain sucked the shit out of my stomach ya know. I could just feel it traveling up to my brain, and it was sweet. All my headaches were damped, not eliminated, but the sharpness of the pain, is gone. I wish I took this stuff back at tsa, cuz I would have not let nothing bother me. This stuff is the cure I was looking for. I'll be damned. I'm going to tell my sister about it, see she heard of it... yeah. But I mean, we'll need to give it more time to work its magic But I'm just overjoyed. Years ago in college, my brain for whatever reasons changed and flipped the switch so that there was no more euphoric sensation from masturbating. I'd do it, get a brief high, then nothing... Now I know. My body for whatever reason, was deprive of lecithin. Which is some kind of brain and body lubricant. It smooths out the body's operation, and relaxes you, kinda like an antidepressant. Which is great, if I can get the same benefits and not have to go down that road of trying experimental drugs from some pharmaceutical company.

I'm back baby. I've never felt more alive. I've been living a half life up until this point. i'm up, I'm motivated. I don't even want to jerk off. I feel like I want to do stuff. Jump around. have fun. Grab some titties. Whatever.

Lecithin. baby... only problem.... like I said, those dreams man. Thing is. Once it gets in your brain and starts lubricating and healing the trauma in there, it connects neurons that were previously dead or whatever, and increases your brain's powers, and that must be why I was fucking tripping out during sleep. My brain was able to push itself harder than it has in a long time. And even now, I feel it in me, giving me power that I didn't have yesterday.

Highly recommened. I mean, I'll have all the crazy dreams I want as long as I can live my life without being burdened by my libido's bullshit.

Gift from God, baby.