Exercise plan

Here's what I'm going to be doing for the next couple of months while I wait for the CBP to finally finish their bullshit background investigation. I mean really, what the hell is there to investigate? What kind of porn I watch all day? I know, they want to find out if I have ties to the taliban or alkaida or some shit... I can imagine it'd be a big stick in their ass if they hire you and you're the right hand man of fucking saddam or some shit.

First of all, I'm black.

There's no black people in those countries.

I grew up here in America. I don't know a damn thing about terrorist organizations whatsoever...

I watch porn all day. Been doing it since I grew a dick at the age of 13.

That's prettymuch all there is to me. I know, it's not much, but I've always thought of myself as being quite insignificant a person. And that's truly how I believe I'll go down in this world. Except for the hope that I go out on top of a pile of money as a CBP officer. I LOVE money. I love the way you can walk the streets feeling free to do whatever the fuck you want because you have a couple hundred bucks in your wallet.

I hope to some day feel like I'm good with money. Back at TSA, I was over the moon. I felt like I did it. I scratched and clawed my way through high school and that got me a 15.75 an hour job that gave me more than enough money to survive on.

The feeling of success was unbeatable.

Problem is, things went south there, and life is hard for me because I'm still trying to figure out the whole sex thing and you got politics getting in the way of that. I don't give damn about gay people, so stop talking to me about it...

 I didn't go through my childhood just to end up being constantly harassed by people over the right or wrong of ass fucking...

Anyway, I try my best to keep some kind of optimism. And one thing I pride myself on is my phsyciallity. I'm no slouch in that department. And I've always wanted to be like Arnold and get massive. And I'm still hoping to get there.

I HAVE TO. I'm a warrior class human being.  I can't possibly just sit around eating bon bons. I have to FIGHT I have to build muscle and do something HARD.

Can't live life without getting dirty. It's sexual to me, honestly. Working hard and getting strong. It's like when I jack off. I like it HARD. I can't jack off pussy style. I can imagine getting with a girl who likes it ROUGH. Because I jack off HARD. And if she's like ME. She'll like nothing less than hard deep fucking. And ultimately hard child birth. Yeah man... some girls are tough as bricks, sexually, and in other ways. You'll find out...