static shock trailer final shots and reason behind the madness

Well here I stand, I have just completed a new fx shot for the static trailer...

I'm getting better with after effects, although there's still a lot I don't know how to do. But one thing I'm quite happy to have learned is how to use the particular fx. That is one of the most popular little fx in the program because it's so versatile. You can create snow, fire works, sparks, and even fire with it because it's basically like this constant flow of particles and you can shape it into whatever you want it to look like and it goes and flies all over the place like real particles.

Turned out great.

After that, I want to get a new shot of me doing a lightning hadouken and shooting a bang baby with it.... that will be awesome.

I mean, really I enjoy creating little things like this, been doing it since I was a kid, so I'm not new to it. But the tools have changed now. Instead of just doing shit on basic programs like gif animator or some shit, I'm working in after effects now like the big bosses. And it's tough, I guarantee you that you'll sweat trying to learn this program, but after the sweat you'll master this bitch.

The real question is WHY? why am I making this shit. Because I think I'm supposed to. I think that there's a reason I was into static on saturdays when it aired. I think there's a reason that I'm a person who's totally like into comics and geeky stuff all my life. I think that in life, you have to do what you like to do. I don't like going to work and a bunch of people treat me like I'm some complete retard who can't even fucking spell or do basic math... but that's how people love to treat you. So doing something like this which is mentally engaging is right up my alley. I'm never more satisfied than when I'm doing something that requires mental strength. It's like I hunger for it.

It's an unbelievably hard life now. The reason I lost my job was simply because there's apparently a group of knuckleheads hanging out in this world who have a grudge against me and they got nothing better to do all day than to fiddle around with my simple little intention to go make some fucking money at some meaningless job.

It's like, the most unbelievable thing to come down the pipe in someone's life. You go around being a kid, watching cartoons, and movies, and power rangers, and ninja turtles, and emulating their moves and teaching yourself gymnastics and marshal arts, and then you wake up and you're 28 and you got a group of psychos running around trying to shit all over your life. It's just WOW. I find it hilarious honestly. It's no joke, these guys are going for blood, it's OJ simpsons type shit, but honestly I look at myself as this little fucking ant. I am nobody. There's nothing I can personally do or say that would make a dent in the big dogs in this world. Why the hell are they tossing the atomic bomb at me, I'd love to know.... Yunno, who am I? Yeah I'm a virgin trying to get laid, is that something of note?

It's not about just fucking a girl. Yeah you want that, but you want to fall in love and all that shit too, right? IS that not a part of it or are we just animals who fuck and poop out children and that's it...

It's a strange weird and just bizarre thing to suddenly get over the hump of 18 years old and have a bunch of psychos running around trying to shit all over you...

They wonder why I'm not trying to go to the gym and build massive muscle and fight their efforts to kick my ass. It's because I'm still ME. I've ALWAYS been a chilled out kinda guy. I don't like drama. I don't like fighting... and getting into shit with anybody. That's IT. I just want to get with a sweet little female and fuck her and not give a damn about anybody else. Sucks that everyone wants things their little way though....

 Well whatever. Just got to finish this fucking trailer. Uh, then we'll hopefully be a little further along in the CBP application. There should be nothing dramatic found in the background investigation. If this works out like the TSA background investigation, it'll basically be like military style. Right way, wrong way, military way. Really how I got into the TSA was because they know me. I'm well familiar to the gov after having experienced BMT. I do and I don't hope that the CBP knows about it. It's been 5 years since then, whether they do or they don't, I can't say. I just don't have a clue in fuck about what's going on with gov affairs. I just want to really get a fucking HUGE ridiculous paycheck. And I think honestly, I belong in the CBP more than TSA. You can clearly see I meet the fitness requirements in spades. Not so sure if they're willing to give me a gun, but I've worked in jobs that are critical jobs where you have a lot of responsibility and nothing huge happened there so I don't think they'd have a problem with me, my level of maturity, handling a firearm. It's scary for me too. I don't want to have dropped my gun and it went off and blew a kids head off and that's on my shoulders....

But I'm a man. So I think deep down in my blood is the capacity to deal with heavy weaponry.

honestly, yeah, I feel like that's the basic requirement for handling a gun. Be a fucking male, that's all....

Loud and scary fucking things guns. Yunno. TV is a lie. You see a cop popping off shots and not flinching or getting aggitated by it, but when you really SHOOT a fucking gun, it's like you have a grenade going off in your hands constantly. Who would invent something like that... It's motherfucking loud man...

So we'll finish thei static trailer and maybe nobody will watch it. I don't bank on it getting a lot of views. But it's something I want to do to pay tribute to a cool character that I like and we never probably will get a good live action version of. Yunno. we got 2 different live action fucking spiderman movies now. Isn't that something? If they fuck up the first live action version, to hell with it, just make another. And if this next one doesn't work, fuck it, make a nother one, right? Keep making them until you get it right...

Got 2 shots left.

Hadouken shot.

And the final shit where I'm all muscled up rocky balboa style. This will be the toughest thing to get. I'll have to go train my body and work out a lot and basically get fit as hell for this shot. I want to make every hot girl's nipples hard as FUCK when they see me in the end. I'm not all that right now, so when I get shredded, oh yeah... it's on....