Don't know if I should blog about my intentions to get a job and work, but that's honestly all I have. I can't just go do whatever today. I have to get a job and stay stable in it or else what the fuck. Not much... And don't EVER get me wrong. I HATE working. I have no intention to make work my life at all. It's just this society doesn't play. Work or Die...
I have a few jobs lined up and I hope I can get started and going with them soon, that's all I'll say. Hopefully nothing goes wrong. I just want to get some money so I can save and live like everyone else. Why is that so damn hard to accomplish.
As for my static shock project. I have a choice, dedicate myself to this thing full force. Become serious with it, and work very hard on it to get it done, or do it lazy, get it done little by little..
It's depressing that there are jackasses out there that want me to fail in life and not accomplish shit, just go rot in a corner somewhere out of the way.
I have no problem staying out of the way, I'd prefer that. I don't like attention. I don't want to be in this situation where I'm going to get in trouble for existing, but that's the life I live. I can't feel like I belong to society.
Will I ever get where I WANT to be? Probably not. I'm not white, I'm very much on the path to non-importance in life...
Does that bother me? No. I've always been nobody. How the fuck am I suddenly going to decide the fate of anyone, be in a position where my life matters now. I come from shit no where, just because the internet makes everyone seem important doesn't change how meaningless we really are in the end, truth be told.
I'm just hoping to finish static shock before it's damn near impossible to do it...
As for my promise to finish my thoughts on comics, I do want to finish it, but later... Later.
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