The fight it real

Not gonna lie. getting up and going places again, has wreaked havoc on my body... Feel like complete ass for no good reason.

Forgot how much I hate NYC. Homeless this, homeless that, that's all you're going to get in this town. Smelling of piss, literally the piss of someone else is going into your nose. Think about that.

I feel sick having taken the subway so much recently. Probably fucked me up.

Aw well, if I shed pounds from all this calorie burning, it'll be worth the pain of dealing with the garbage beneath these city streets.

just need money, just need to keep forging forward filming bits and pieces of this static shock fan film thing.

Yeah though, if you live away from all this bullshit, don't come here to live. Stay healthy and safe where you are and raise your kids away from this shit.

Don't have a damn clue why anyone would want to live in the city. It's garbage. There's nothing good about going out to walk the streets and suddenly feeling like you're in the middle of a mental ward.

I don't think myself above anybody. I'm black. You LITERALLY can't think of yourself above anybody. But yeah, I'm lightyears above a psycho hanging out smelling of piss all day instead of attempting to get a job, make some cash doing something.

I struggle now. Fight to keep motivated in finishing static shock. But it sucks cuz my body is SHOCKED by the sudden exposure to germ infested subway.

It's actually gotten used to not being in the subway for so long, my body thought things changed. So it's like I just up and dunked my head in a shit filled toilet bowl right now. That's how much I've been shocked by the shift in life style.


I feel like crap.