Continued work on the Astronomy Show

I'd love to make this "my" version of Bill Nye the Science guy. Problem is that Bill Nye is a real fucking scientist. He even looks down on his work on Bill Nye. It was kids toy to him.

There are Extremely intelligent people in this world. I'm smart, but there are people who can glance at a page and record every single word on it in their memory FOREVER. That I cannot do. I wish I could.

But whatever that doesn't mean my life is OVER. It does to them.

Mensa people don't view the rest of us as human beings. We are THINGS. They have their interests, space exploration, war, whatever they want to do. Look around you. All these technologies they created it. All you need to do is have a good grasp of science, chemistry, physics, and you are basically a GOD.

I don't want to deal with them. I don't know why I have to sit and be bombarded by some super intellectual asshole.

But that's the real world. Someone bigger and smarter than you will kick your ass.

 Even if you are still young and trying to learn how to fucking walk.

But the law says 18 you're out the house and fully grown and shit's over for you. If you die, you die.


I don't know what to think about that. When you look at it, it's sucks for me personally because you're pointing a finger at me and saying oh you can't hack the real world. When truth is that this world wasn't made for me. Blacks are not really the most desirable people in this world.

So I know that. I woke up one day and it hit me, I am a black guy 27 years old in a world that is ruled by very smart white men.

And if I die, who cares? Nobody.... so I honestly don't care much about this world. I can only say that I want everything to go well and everyone gets what they want out of life before its over. Yunno. I hate when I'm at work and I'm being treated like I'm one of those black guys who's gonna come flying in and fucking up everything. Yeah I have that side of me, but no, I honestly just want everything to go smoothly throughout the day. You don't need to be thinking in your head, omg what is this black guy going to do to fuck up my day.

And that's what's going on in white people's heads. They're wondering ok, I'm sitting next to this black guy. What is he going to do to fuck things up.

One day, I saved a flight at delta. ME a black guy. I SAVED a flight full of white poople who hate my guts. I FUCKING SAVED that flight. They would have had to stay behind in NY and not make it to their destination if my black ass didn't save that flight. I did that twice.

Yet my Black supervisor, as soon as I tell him I did a good deed for white folk, he SHITS on me. Wow, there ya go. You as a black person can go running into a burning building full of white kids and save every last one of them and the world will shrug.

Like Garcia at Delta. I'm going make one thing clear to you racist white people out there. It WILL come back to bite you. You may think all DAY that you're infallible, but when that moment comes and YOU fuck it up. Who ya gonna call? This shit actually happened. That girl I worked with she is SMARTER than me. She has a photo memory. She knows EVERYTHING. There's nothing I can say to her that would impress her. ONE DAY we're working together and SHE fucks up. We're not playing in kindergarten. HER genius ass FUCKED UP. And yet even after I correct all her mistakes and make it clear that maybe you should have a smidge of humility, the bitch continues to pretend that she can do no wrong at all.

I DO NOT want to EVER fly on an aircraft someone like that is working on....