Going for the gold

Got my paycheck from my last job. 526.73 dollars.

Good... that should pay for Fire Safety Director training. Problem is that they require you to have up to 3 years of experience dealing with fire equipment or some such thing before you can apply. Most likely this kind of job is for guys who are retired military or fire fighters. And that's what that's for. Some young fuck shit like me going after this job probably not what they intended...

Never mind that. Looks like craigslist truly paid off. I saw an add for a security company and now I'm trying to get my black ass in there.

They pay 11 dollars an hour. Which was what I was SUPPOSED to go after once I got my license and stuff. The company my mom and sister were recommending was a real good one that would pay 12 bucks and not 8. Instead I go to craigslist and get a little terrible shitty backwater company that no one knows about.

This place actually has some kind of prestige. Provided I get the job, I'll treat it like my own fucking bread and butter, I swear to GOD.

I mean 11 dollars an hour is nothing to white people, but to me, it's everything. I can get an acutal appartment somewhere. I can start thinking about getting some ass. I mean I see ass every day. And it's just there, I'm not putting my dick in it. But if you got the balls to go get it, she'll take it in there...

I mean I think to myself should i, should I not go after some ass. I don't know. I just want to get this job and be cool with the company for a couple of months before even thinking about jumping that hurdle yet...