Well more thoughts on Lando Casting...

I'm trying to lose weight and appear a lot more as if I'm Lando. It's like this. I'm a mulatto since I was a kid. I was actually born white. I noticed during kindergarten that I was frackin white ok, I could clearly see what I looked like. Then this damn thing called the sun started turning me black and there was nothing I could do about it. It's at my age now an up or down thing. I'm 29 about to be the big 30 and if I stay out of the sun, I prettymuch turn white. If I get sun every day I turn into a hispanic person or some shit.

Whatever to me. I'm more concerned with getting some booty to be honest. I hate how much drama people want to start on the internet and claim oh let's declare war with each other. I'm hardly on that level where I'm ready to fight for my life. I'm thinking about finally getting laid all day.

I just want to shed these pounds because I look a lot better thin, I think we all do to be honset. Who doesn't look better thinner but for fucks sake with no job and nothing to do all day but eat and play GTA the pounds have been piling on and there's no real weight being lost right now.

But yeah I think to myself what the hell is Kasdan looking for. Oh I wish he made this movie when I was 15 or 16, back then I was a lot better looking and thinner than I am today. If I get cast will I be having to fake playing a teenage Lando? Will Lando be around 25 in the movie which is perfect for me since I can totally pull off looking around that age...

Then there's the Legacy factor. It's a daunting beyond measure thing to play an iconic screen character. This isn't like getting the role of some nobody in galaxy quest. This is a BIG monumental role that will be solidified for good or bad in all history. Play a role in Star Wars, you're going to be a part of human history as long as it lasts. Who am I to take that pressure? Sure enough I'm just me, the kid who played with his Luke Skywalker toy all day when I was 12.

I drew the Millenium Falcon all day in class, I perfected the art of drawing lightsabers in the outside edges of my text books. I spent countless hours on star wars message boards discussing the films.

That's who they should goddamn cast, someone who watched the films and devoted himself to the series afterwards.

I can literally honestly live in the star wars universe all day. I'm thinking about reading everything, every novel, every tidbit of behind the scenes info, every trivia book, every art book, ever produced about the series. I always just casually browsed them in the book stores, but now with the potential to fly out to Disney studios and audition for Lando, I think it's DO OR DIE, get educated in every aspect of the star wars story to fully prep for this casting.

I mean there's not even going to be a choice in Kasdan and Co. when I walk in the room. They're going to think tin their head "whoa is that guy billy Dee's kid?" well we found our guy...

On top of that, I'll be rich. I mean the money doesn't even matter to me that's the thing about it. I'll do it for nothing, but if I do get paid, I'll be stinking filthy rich. Which is definitely not a bad thing at all. I wouldn't minnd having to not struggle lifting bags all day. It's I think a gift from God to finally get to take a vacation from killing myself at work all day. But we'll see. I've never had any idea that I'd ever be a wealthy person. Sufficiently enough financed, yes, wealthy, no way.

What would I buy if I had a butt load of money to do it with, oh GOD. I'd finally get a Delorean from Back to the Future. I'd buy the ghostbusters proton pack which I've been trying to get for years...

I'd buy a Yacht which has been a life long dream. Don't know what else honestly... I think I'd definitely have enough money to get that college shit out of the way then become a pilot. I mean one thing will just snowball into the other if I get cast as Lando and earn a substantial ammount of money. Nothing would go to waste ultimately...