No colored at star bucks

Just finished rendering a few scenes for Static, came out pretty damn good I'd say...

Busted a nut too, kinda still not the goddamn bees knees it used to be but it feeds my addiction I guess so that's that...

So yeah, black and in the wrong part of town apparently...

This is something that I kinda already made clear about the black experience, you simply don't fit in in this f'n world. Everyone f'n hates your guts. Even if you're one of the Urkel ones, none of that matters.

It's like, damn, hell of a thing to wake up to, you can't drive around anywhere, can't go on the subway, and forget work, you're gonna get race hate everywhere you go, bro.

Of course they saw a few black dudes hanging out and called the cops, of course... it's like, there ya go, that's all it took. Two dark people, standing around, call the cops...

I've been given crap from off the bat without people getting to know me, just cuz I'm a blickity black.

Is it just the blackity blackness or is it because black people are roudy dumbass disruptive jackasses half the time and society is countering that behavior.

I'll put it out there... sometimes black people need to acknowledge this shit is on them sometimes. If I see a group of black high school jack shits walking towards, me I tense up. I expect the worst and be ready to fight...

So yeah it's black people's own fault to some extent, but I know in reality even if there was a like super smart ivy league black people in a restaurant or whatever discussing the theory of relativity, they'd be given shit... it doesn't matter...

It goes so much deeper than I can even begin to fully cover here, what society's issue is with black people... so deep...

But this blows me away... I mean, I've been treated ass at times as the black guy around, but typically no one goes down the road of calling cops and acting just damn retarded about it. This is sad... this could have ended up with those two fellas dead, extreme waste of police men's time... sad shit. And we're so advanced and better a society today you'd think something like this just would have been resolved quick and silently... just a wake up call. This world is just lying to blacks, pure lies... You still don't belong.
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