Going back to work

Did some very slow editing today but I've finally got the rough draft of the scene completed sans the musical choice...

But yunno that's the process it's tough and a gamble, never know whether it's going to work or not.

It flows though. Nailed the flow of the scene, it's logical, it works. It's been rough few days... I wish I could edit the movie with a happier disposition...

I don't want to be an emo person... like, going and blowing a gasket over losing my battlefront clip, it's like not how I want to be. I'm a party dude. I like just feeling good 24/7 if possible... I try my best to accomplish that, always have.

Saying to myself, just work on the static shock film has been tough to do because of my down emo attitude and just the state of the world, but jesus do I want to get out of this funk in my life...

Need to get a life. That's how you do it, just get a damn life, big titties, live!

It's been a tough trial getting to this point of having set up a draft of the scene that works. Hell of a good bit it'll be fun to watch in context I hope...

The other scene is of the first fight with my redcape character... what the f am I going to do about that mess of a scene, don't know yet....

But yeah, finally got around to watching Steel. Just lifted my spirits that movie. If you want to feel better, look beyond the hate and watch it. It's fun, it's just a fun little 90s flick, doesn't try to be godfather, just sets out to be light hearted self aware fun, and it does. I liked it. I actually don't get any of the vitriol towards it. It never ever tries to be more than what it is. It's a decent comic book movie.... would have probably done ok with better fx yet same story if released today. Better than the assfest of spiderman movies we got. And most of all it's a positive role model for black kids, something not really being done much anymore. Wow, used to actually be this attempt to present to the world a good image of black life and black people in cinemas. Now, it's like it's impossible to get that without climbing a mountain, jesus what the hell have we become? Why am I seeing Golden Girls version of Roseanne now? I damn sure hated the show when she was young, hell no not going to watch the elderly version, sorry... I mean it's depressing really. No offense, but not much entertainment value in the life of the elderly, just isn't...

Maybe there is and I don't know about it, but I don't expect there to be much fun to get old and all that jazz. I mean I've seen old dying people at the hospital and it terrified me, not something I'd want to watch for entertainment... but yunno live in the moment, eh...

Like see, I'm making myself feel emo as shit thinking about that stuff I saw in the hospital. Breaks my heart that we all have to die, kills me thinking about it.

But I'll do what I can, what I must do, and make this goddamn movie! I'll die alright, my way!