Secret world of Allison Mack

Goddamn, terrible news. And yeah shocking to put it mildly... wow, she's been arrested for some kind of underground prostitution thing...

Ouch, I really don't want to believe she's that bad a person. It's just we all love her she's great on smallville and I originally first knew her from some old fox show way back when....

Yeah I was like, oh it's that girl from that show I used to see on fox when she was cast in smallville.

It's  just, damn, what rich people with money can end up getting themselves into I guess. Us poor people will never know what rich people are f'n doing with their spare time....

I personally like her and hope there's a glimmer of redemption for her. it's just obviously such a strange and unfortunate thing to discover about a beloved actress...

What have I been up to. Discovered an old photo album upstairs. It's something this family has been very negligent about, preserving old photos and that sucks because one of me and my sister's favorite things to do as kids was look through the albums and remember the old days. We grew up side by side and when we got older we'd look through the album to remember those days.... then life shifted into chaos and weirdness and the album got lost and the pictures have been scattered. I'm LUCKY that I have salvaged any of it.

A word on my childhood. It was good in pieces. I lived and breathed cartoons, comics, and movies... Everything else can go to hell. But yeah me and my sister often played videogames and stuff and watched gummi bears together and disney in the afternoon, so I have to say getting to enjoy that and having that was worth all the suffering and nonsense. Having those moments of waking up on saturday to new amazing cartoons, can't possibly be beat.

Nothing beats like the old school nickelodeon that was scruffy and weird and still finding its groove... I think the most fondest time for me was just watching nick on a lazy ass summer day and watching all the crappy shows I hated, to finally get to the good shit like all that, rocko, ren and stimpy... used to go to my friend's house after school to watch his cable since we didn't have it back then, and that's when I first discovered nick. Then we got cable and oh my God, what a beautiful channel...

 Hence my knowledge of the show secret world of alex mack, a god awful show but I don't know... nothing else was on... that was life before the internet. you sacrificed, suffered through the boring bad shows or even watched a rerun of 'figure it out' to get to the scheduled good stuff or special movie event. Screw that. I'm more than happy with the instantaneous stuff on the net... though I can live without having the web be so vindictive... Imagine watching freakin tgif and then one of the characters says f you straight to your face during the show, that's what the web is like.

Well trying to render my damn flying scenes. I'm just wiped out man... damn.. been working HARD on this movie, getting things to fit, some how make sense, so I'm drained to bits...

Just I need to motor and press on here and get a big ass sexy rough draft of the movie done, set, ready to go. Then work on the fx and make it nice and clean and then I'll be free to do something else perhaps... now if I could get a job doing this, that'd make sense wouldn't it....