One month

Been gathering all the joker bits for that scene... need to do pick up shots of batman on green screen cuz I forgot to do it... but overall from my viewing of the stuff I shot, all the material should smoothly work once fully pieced together.... and it will be a task....

One month until deadline... I mean whatever, long as the middle makes sense, fine. I've had the ending done for a while now, so not worrying about that...

I mean damn sorry for taking this long, but it was unavoidable really, not like I'm in the best state and truly the biggest mistake I made was not organizing anything at all so half of the time is spent finding the footage I need.

Got 2 main things left I want to do, shoot for the posters I'll be making for the Blu Ray Covers and theatrical posters and of course get that batman head shot on green screen...

Then it's go time, go step by step scene by scene and fully finish all the fx and sound work.

Surprisingly I put on my joker voice during the joker scenes so I may not even have to fully dub him like I thought... I don't know, I guess I can best play joker while doing hamill's voice... so that's how it all worked out... I remember thinking, don't bother doing the voice since I'll dub it later, but in every single stitch of footage I'm doing the voice so I don't have to worry if there's stuff where I don't do it...

Not the most fun edit but after going through bonkers banana rama to edit the forest fight together (like climbing goddamn everest) this stuff doesn't scare me at all. Just going to be boring beyond measure.

But I guess that's what good film making is, doing it for the passion or something. I just wish I didn't feel like I'm not in a good spot in life right now to be honest, the reality of having to struggle in this world without my parents is starting to become real and cold and does burden my mind every day I have to face the fact that I'm just me, this black guy making a movie nobody cares about, and I got nothing else in the blue hell going on... it's just wtf...

I wonder wtf am I going to do in life at all after the movie's done... always had f'n school, now I don't know where I belong or what I'm gonna do. Of course go scrounge around and find a job. That's for sure... I'd prefer earning money, but whatever... I'll just kinda tackle one problem at a time here...

Trying to just work up the energy and drive to edit the joker/batman scenes then man, I'm gonna have to figure out the structure of the film and where the pieces fit, so it'll be a long 6 days of work....