Can I get into the CBP?

Goddamn I hope so. My buddy from TSA is also applying if that fucker can get in, then I should have no problems.

What can be said about it. It's a better opportunity for your life than TSA. As much as I was having a blast making too much money at TSA, you can't really stick to that and progress. You'll be noodling around a 40,000 dollar a year salary for most likely a long fucking time. Which would have been fine with me. I never even began to think I'd get a decent job after high school I kept getting 8 dollars an hour for having finished that bullshit.

Now here I am about to get through the process to be hired as a CBP. Which will allow me personally to feel a lot more secure financially. It's a permanent government job. It's like, you have to want to get fired, they can't fire you unless they go through certain procedures. It's not like a regular job. Um, and it's going to pay a ass load more money long term. Provided you get promoted. You'll end up pulling in 90,000 a year.

Imagine being maybe 34 years old and having a salary in the range of 90,000 dollars. I'll most likely have a lot of potential to do a lot of the things I want to do by then. Go after a pilots license, whatever... this job is much more of a stepping stone towards that goal than the other shit.

And if you want it badly enough you can get it, I'm sure. I just don't know if I can or if I should go after a college education and pilots license. But that's my personal dream as a kid. I wanted to be an airline pilot.

And if I have to shovel shit at CBP for a long couple of years before I can have money enough to get all the requirements completed for pilot, then so be it. It's a much easier route in the end honestly. The other side of the tracks is sticking with this security job and taking out loans to go to university. Because this shit isn't going to pay no 40,000 dollars a year, not this garbage.

I don't think anybody cares, but this personally will make me feel like I didn't waste my time going to high school and of course having no kids at this point in my life. It's always a possibility that you can ruin these open opportunities by sticking your dick in a girl and starting a whole new family. But I didn't, I didn't and now I have anything I want to accomplish is possible now. And I hope I can get to that point. I'm going to have take a vacation first though. I will use my money from this job to take a break and just go on a little cruise for a while and just clear my balls and my head. Really need to get out of the shit for a while because it's going to be hard doing the CBP training. And I need to take a break before jumping on that train...