Well shit...

Looks like I'm out of this job.

I really am seriously like confused. I was very very careful not to stir shit up. But I made one mistake, I felt free to do a little dance or whatever while hanging out in some little corridor for an hour.

No doubt, they're going to bring that up as grounds for termination.

I'll try to fight it, but I'm not confident that they'll be open minded about how you get extremely bored doing this shit and need to get the blood flowing.

It's funny. I was thinking in my head, I better not do any extreme dance moves because I'm on camera. Seemingly even just a little tapping and swinging the hips is too much. I understand really. During training they were serious about how we have to act like stiff rocks all day in the place and not be crazy.

I hope they give me a second chance, honestly. I have no guarantees at all of getting into the CBP. And scrambling around for another Job is not something I want to do.

I mean this job is rough but it's one of those jobs that's rough periodically. 90% of the time you're sitting on your ass looking at the ceiling. Then it gets beast mode.

Like today, some absolute psycho they brought in was going nuts and we had to hold him down. And another thing was this lady they brought in who was drunk and fucking going insane. So it's shitty sometimes. Some days you go to work and they bring in the standard injured people, but most of the day is pretty uneventful.

I honestly don't care if they let me go. I know I'm overqualified for this job. Should be at least doing Aircraft Mechanics or something intellectual, which is what I'm geared towards all my life. Manual labor, fucking security, doesn't really gel with my personality or intellect, but what the hell that's how the world operates. It's above my understanding.

What to do if both CBP and this shit don't work out. I suppose do everything to get back into Delta. But they're weird. They call me one day to hire me, then I still see tons of postings on their site saying they have openings. Why aren't they getting in contact with me for the fucking job. I'll do ramp all day. Nothing better than knocking out a flight then jumping over to florida for a minute or two.

Stupid mistake to leave that behind. And moreso I can potentially get back into the TSA. I just have to apply again now that I'm beyond the 6 month limit. It's definitely a possibility. I wouldn't mind going back to that shit honestly. So I'm not out of the woods yet. But it's a tough thing to get jobs, be a good chap, then have one little thing ruin the whole works. That's life, you're not perfect. But they don't give a damn. You got to be perfect or fuck off...