what to dooo

I'm at a cross road now, goddamnit.

I could stay here in New York, work jobs here or go fucking to hawaii to be CBP. I don't know. I do indeed want to go to hawaii and live down there permanently.

Good to get away from fucking New York forever imo. I look like a hawaiian so I'd fit right in down there...

Shit, hard to say. I can't just live free, got to get some job and be slave to it, what a joke this world is..