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Just hanging out. Striking I must say to like be walking around the neighborhood at night and kinda being followed by cops for some shit reason I can't figure out.... Never had much of a cop presence around this neighborhood and indeed this part of the bronx is really quiet and nothing major going on, so don't understand the serious need for some kind of cop patrol around here. I can only assume it's because a few white people live around here and the thing of course that they want to do is scare black guys from going into those people's houses and stealing their stuff or raping their daughter. I mean I can only guess that's who they're protecting ultimately. I mean shit, though if those white people were smarter they'd move to a white neighborhood not make things complicated for themselves by living in a black neighborhood then having cops roam the streets to protect them. Just my 2 cents.

So I'm going to be getting a new job now, hopefully my life long career. And I'm going to buy shit with my nice little pay check.

Looking into getting a new Goped since the one I have is beyond repair at this point. I might try to fix it, but ultimately I'll just abandon it and get going with a new one instead...

Going to invest in stocks of course since there's definitely a lot of benefit to that whole thing that most people don't know about...

What else. New phone. Can't find my G2 phone anymore, gonna have to buy a new one, a better one, a more powerful one. Going to get the Galaxy S4 and get a solar panel backing for it so that i'll always have power.

What else. Basically I just hope to save all the money I make from this job and maybe one day use it to go get my pilots license and get all that stuff fixed and situated nicely. That's all. I'm not concerend with college, don't really have much interest in playing harry potter and living in hogwarts, that's honestly now that I'm older, the whole harry potter stuff is white culture and white life, nothing to do with me or my life. I enjoy harry potter, not going to look down on it, but ultimately I have to say that yeah it's majorly a white life and experience movie. It's about white people and the life they live, in the whatever rigerous boarding schools white kids have to attend. I mean, I love the movie on a Boys taking on big bad evil things, level. Yunno on that visceral, basic, level, it's about a boy becoming a man and getting pussy and having kids. But unfortunately, there really has never been a movie made about the life of a black kid going through school and having to figure out how to survive life in that way.

I once postulated to myself, oh yeah harry potter's a great series and all, but it's about a white kid. How hard is that kid's fucking life? He can't even imagine what being a black kid entails. When I was a kid, school was a warzone, especially black schools. White kids don't even know what goes on in black schools and they don't even want to know, I'm sure...

Sure I identify enough with the complexities of being a young male struggling with puberty and going through school and all that, but CRY ME A RIVER harry potter, you are still fucking white. You will be ok in this world.

 Shut the fuck up and stop being an angsty douche bag. 

After living now for years as an adult out of high school, and seeing how basically white people run this bitch, it's tough for me to feel like I gotta give a shit about harry potter's problems.

 But apparently he has some? I mean now that I look back on the series. I gotta say the did what they could to make harry seem like his life was shitty. Yeah he was not treated as well as the dursely kid, he was like had a pretty tough life, but damn dude, you're still a cute white kid, you don't have problems and life is going to get even better once you become an adult, so what fuck are you crying about constantly. That's the thing that I have to look back on and say sucks about the series is that it's basically about a white kid bitching and moaning all day bout how hard his life is or something.