Don't know what to say tonight

Kinda lost to be honest... lost as shit...

Only thing I think makes some sense is that I watched a youtube vid about why we have to ejaculate, and oh finally it makes sense. Sperm dies. Ejaculating it out makes room for younger sperm to generate... nobody tells you this of course. Who the flying fuuuuunk cares if black people get decent sex education... so now I know through the magic of youtube.

I don't have to jack off every day, just about once per week will be enough to clean out the balls then you're good until the sperm start to grow old and you need to make room for new younger ones...

There's your pro-tip if you're learning about that goop that comes out of your body. It's another bodily function that kinda has to be done about once per week as it takes roughly 7 days for sperm to grow to max age or whatever the f happens in there...

I suggest you seek out a school with an actual sex and human biology program for your kid or just teach them the truth about what they'll be going through. This society is kinda ridiculous about sex and is trying to stifle and hide people from it as if it'll kill them to know the function of their own body, but it's the way we operate, proud to be retarded.

On that particular note, found someone throwing books out in the trash... I saved a few I thought would be worth saving and brought them back with me to check them out...

You could just ya know, give them to a charity, sell them for a buck, not blatantly toss em out in the trash like they're meaningless pieces of empty paper...

That's sad... To be that thoughtless and inconsiderate to just casually through away valuable knowledge and interesting stories... Oh jesus christ... Children's books too, how many kids care centers could use those for the kids to read while they're there... but no, garbage to this person. Go f'n jump off a cliff....

Well I'll be running deliveries again tomorrow and hopefully nothing goes wrong... Need to earn enough to afford to build my gas powered bike at least, plus cargo trailer...

Also, probably not worth mentioning, but wow huh... was playing battlefront and it was fascinating really. I guess there's a way for people to know what race you are while playing. It doesn't bother me, it's just kinda strange that two different players went on a racial tirade against me as if they knew I was black some how... It's just odd.... That's all BF is really bunch of whiny spoiled white kids railing against black people and whoever through the text chat box. Literally play long enough and you'll find that guy who's going nuts with nigger mania all night. Oh don't worry you'll be a nigger some day, don't have to obsess over it right now... you gonna join the family...

F'n strange. I don't know... nor do I give two shits, it's just the oddest damn thing to happen since I began playing battlefront decades ago...

F'n tired too... one of the draw backs of draining the balls I guess, you lose the "mojo" austin powers style... I feel mad drunk and loose and just not into anything... Don't even want to work on static, though soon enough I'll knock away at that shot of the spinner to kinda make that work...