Thawtz on today

Did some deliveries in the asian section of manhattan a part I've not ventured into much... Got to say, I felt at home there. Maybe I'm actually part asian and don't know it. I have no damn clue for crap what my true genetic origins are. Both of my parents are black, but both of them are mixed with white and other things. So I came out looking oddest of all... I never looked straight identifiable. I could easily pass for hispanic or indian if I so chose. One of my super powers... Might be a slight bit of asian in me too. I honestly don't know...

One thing you start noticing is that we're quite similar. I mean, I look at asian girls and kinda just see a very light as hell black girl in some of them... They got like a black-girl booty and nice thick lips and plump titties, it's like the same stuff as most black girls I've been seeing my whole damn life. So you'll find asian chicks are like a spinoff version of black girls when you start looking at them close up. Like this one girl I grew up going to school with. She's straight up probably part asian, she was so asian looking. Truth is she's black-hispanic girl, but her parents must have been either very asian or white or something. Like, I used to go to mad mixed race schools as a kid... Florida probably the least racist place I've ever been too. Everyone's happy in florida. Even Black people kinda have it easier in florida since it's such a wonderful place to live, race stuff just isn't important down there, just living good, going to the beach every day, getting sun, good life in florida... but yeah, one girl I went to school with was easily asian-black mixed and she was wow.... just looking back on her, she was awkward to define... she was just a weird black girl and weird asian girl at the same time... fascinating to kinda see that in person...

So yeah, freakin seeing people and going out is kinda not something I'm used to and I'm not at all comfortable just being around nice looking girls all the time. So to suddenly wake up go out and you got nice ass, nice titties in yo face, it kinda overwhelming to put it lightly...

You get this idea in your head, oh, gotta get sum of dat right derrr...

Such a mess, it shouldn't be this stupid and complicated... get a girl you like, damnit and enjoy your damn life with her and shut up... why is everything so complicated and over-thought in regards to that stuff?

I want some damn pussy. I want some every day...

Gonna do more deliveries tomorrow... Strangely Caviar didn't give me one order... I don't know what's up with that... probably should go down earlier, do orders for it for lunch, then do the dinner orders.... doing the casual postmates in between. Probablem with that is postmates is insante. I knew it'd screw me with an order that demanded miles and miles of pedalling.

Listen. I've done postemates where I've had to drive from the bottom of manhattan all the way up to an apartment complex in harlem. THINK ABOUT THAT. Postemates will screw you so hard and give you a delivery of a f'n lunch box that has to go across the island of manhattan itself. And it did it to me tonight. I get something and have to deliver it on a 19 minute bike ride all the way to the bottom of manhattan near the big ass ocean.... jesus f'n christ...

I mean good God. And there's a perfectly good whole foods right next door. You can't just go down and get a bite to eat. You want special f'n indian food?

That was the joke. I rode that hard that long for that much time, denied myself doing other orders and I find a big ass whole foods next door, plus tons of restaraunts near by the person could have probably ordered from, whatever... none of that crap made sense to do....

So what do I think about asian people now that I've kinda experienced them more. I have to say, that's a sad thing, I grew up loving asian culture and movies, but I've never actually gotten to know one. They're great. They're like a spin-off of black people.. It's like, yeah, it's that simple really. They got the same black-features but like done in a better way if that makes sense. I was having a good time enjoying the show. Asian girls f'n love booty shorts, man. That's like their specialty....

I mean I've seen heaven in asian females man, got so much titty and ass it's like wow, good God, hit the lottery that woman...

Well not going to go on forever, just some weird ass thoughts of the day... sure to have more fun stories tomorrow or whatever... time to heal from the horrors, do it again tomorrow, then again after that. Then should get my scooter and hopefully not really have to go crazy with a bike like a retard...